Dear Mon,
So I heard you wrote your possibly last entry. I've considered many things to say about this statement, but nothing stands out. Does this mean that I've become indifferent of the situation? Possibly.
Looking back on this project, I don't have many fond memories. You did break some news to me more smoothly this way than you could orally, but I've mostly kept to myself. It's as if I've suddenly become aware of the people who read this after I've finished writing. You must feel the same, from what I can gather.
However, I don't believe this is the end. It cannot be the end. After a dead period, you brought this blogging project back to life. I enjoyed reading about what was happening in your life, and as you enter your first year of college, you'll understand why it was difficult for me to write as frequently as you. As a sophomore, I have become wiser about college, and my experiences of the past can help guide you this year.
You've taken the burden of writing during your (high school) senior year and told me of your experiences. Well, now it's my turn.
Cosplay has been a big thing for me this this past year. It's a hobby I thoroughly enjoy, and it gives me time to continue the experience I began as a high school junior. While I do take this seriously, it could be worse.
I'll be looking forward to the car rides to and from school, but I want songs I know the words to. I would like to apologize for not communicating with you as often as we would both like. We've both been too occupied with personal vices and projects to make time for each other.
With more love than you can imagine,
Pita
Monday, August 16, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Iris
Dear Pita,
It's been a year since we started this, more or less, and I feel that it was slowly dying since we began. Are we just beating a dead horse, or am I just writing to myself really...I guess I could start over with a new blog and you could go off into the world and do your cosplays and things. I know it's sort of a bother to keep checking in on this, especially when I've written 4 or 5..or 20 between your entries. I guess what I really mean is that I wish we would just talk like normal people..
Today when I was driving you up to college to pick up your textbooks I realized 3 things, one of which you helped me see:
1) I'm turning into an adult whether or not I like it...and so are you. We're both in college now, so we'll have to take responsibility for all our own actions and take care of business, whatever that business may be, on time and as close to perfection as we can get it. I just hope it is easier for us both this year..
2) Whenever it's just you and me, no distractions, no computers, no other people...You act like one of my best friends. I don't get it. Why can't you always be like that? I certainly enjoy it a lot more, and it makes me feel less...lonely. I guess it's kind of my own fault for not being more sociable, but I think what tipped me off was that you almost threatened to kill me because I almost revealed a cosplay.
A cosplay...seriously? I mean, I know I was being a little mean, but it was a bit of an overreaction.
3) You told me today that maybe the reason I've been a little meaner is because I have more confidence. WHAT?!?! Never D:> I can't have confidence! It seems terrible, especially if it turned me into this kind of person. I don't like it very much...but I have always wanted confidence..and I guess now that I have it I have to turn it into something not so scary. I believe in the you that believes in me, and we'll make it through college alive. I know it.
Pita, I love you very much, whether or not I say so. Rather, I love the you that is being truly yourself, the you that hangs out with me and dances in the car to various Perfume songs and tells me not to dance while I'm driving XD It's so much fun. I can't wait for the early morning drives we will have to college, because I get to talk to you in the way I used to be able to.
It's gonna be awesome. I just wish my life was like a movie and had theme songs and mood music...because I know when we're having fun, I can just imagine the sound in the scene fading out and you hear "Iris" by Tomohito Nishiura playing. It's just like a reminiscent song...and possibly one of the many songs that could be the soundtrack of my life XD I would make that CD to listen to, but my life isn't over yet. We'll have to wait and see..
I hope college is good to you, sis. And if you need me to beat someone up, just point em out. ^w^ This may very well be my last entry. It's been fun.
Love,
Monchan
It's been a year since we started this, more or less, and I feel that it was slowly dying since we began. Are we just beating a dead horse, or am I just writing to myself really...I guess I could start over with a new blog and you could go off into the world and do your cosplays and things. I know it's sort of a bother to keep checking in on this, especially when I've written 4 or 5..or 20 between your entries. I guess what I really mean is that I wish we would just talk like normal people..
Today when I was driving you up to college to pick up your textbooks I realized 3 things, one of which you helped me see:
1) I'm turning into an adult whether or not I like it...and so are you. We're both in college now, so we'll have to take responsibility for all our own actions and take care of business, whatever that business may be, on time and as close to perfection as we can get it. I just hope it is easier for us both this year..
2) Whenever it's just you and me, no distractions, no computers, no other people...You act like one of my best friends. I don't get it. Why can't you always be like that? I certainly enjoy it a lot more, and it makes me feel less...lonely. I guess it's kind of my own fault for not being more sociable, but I think what tipped me off was that you almost threatened to kill me because I almost revealed a cosplay.
A cosplay...seriously? I mean, I know I was being a little mean, but it was a bit of an overreaction.
3) You told me today that maybe the reason I've been a little meaner is because I have more confidence. WHAT?!?! Never D:> I can't have confidence! It seems terrible, especially if it turned me into this kind of person. I don't like it very much...but I have always wanted confidence..and I guess now that I have it I have to turn it into something not so scary. I believe in the you that believes in me, and we'll make it through college alive. I know it.
Pita, I love you very much, whether or not I say so. Rather, I love the you that is being truly yourself, the you that hangs out with me and dances in the car to various Perfume songs and tells me not to dance while I'm driving XD It's so much fun. I can't wait for the early morning drives we will have to college, because I get to talk to you in the way I used to be able to.
It's gonna be awesome. I just wish my life was like a movie and had theme songs and mood music...because I know when we're having fun, I can just imagine the sound in the scene fading out and you hear "Iris" by Tomohito Nishiura playing. It's just like a reminiscent song...and possibly one of the many songs that could be the soundtrack of my life XD I would make that CD to listen to, but my life isn't over yet. We'll have to wait and see..
I hope college is good to you, sis. And if you need me to beat someone up, just point em out. ^w^ This may very well be my last entry. It's been fun.
Love,
Monchan
Monday, August 2, 2010
Of owls, bears, and the butterflies in my stomach
Dear Mon,
I must admit, I haven't been the best blogger when it comes to this particular commitment. In my spare time, I've been spending more time with Facebook and deviantART than I have with other things. For instance, I've had an idea brewing for months, yet I haven't gotten around to actually drawing it more or writing it down in a short story. In fact, I have reason to believe that my "book" is going to be a collection of short stories.
What amazes me is the amount of books that are written these days. I know at least three people who are writing books, and it's interesting to think each of us has the same chance of "making it big." However, my passion lies more in drawing than writing, and since my artist's block, that passion will have to be put at bay for the moment.
One story I've considered writing was about a Tawny Owl named Owain. A native to the forest-clad nation of Rosewood, the young fledgling had an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. He decided to become a scholar once he learned to fly and started his vocation in the monastery of Fron, a rather remote place amongst the mountains bordering Rosewood and Carrol.
He began his studies with his country's folklore and legends. However, a fear of not being satisfied began to creep into Owain's heart. He decided to take a break from his studies and explore a bit of the land below the mountains to clear his thoughts. Sadly, he got lost in the Tangled Woods. In these woods, he discovers a treasure he only began reading about in his books. What happens next...is something I'm trying to figure out at the moment.
Back to real life, I believe my relationship with the Bear is relatively healthy. We talk to each other about anything and everything, our interests are similar enough to keep things mutual but distinct enough to keep topics fresh and interesting. Mostly, it's about "us," but there are times when it's about "him" and sometimes about "her." Communication is successful in this relationship, and that obstacle isn't a problem for me anymore.
The one thing I'm a little antsy about are these butterflies in my stomach. I'm getting them more often when I'm around him, and I miss him when I'm not. Hopefully we can hang out again before school starts.
With anticipation,
Pita
I must admit, I haven't been the best blogger when it comes to this particular commitment. In my spare time, I've been spending more time with Facebook and deviantART than I have with other things. For instance, I've had an idea brewing for months, yet I haven't gotten around to actually drawing it more or writing it down in a short story. In fact, I have reason to believe that my "book" is going to be a collection of short stories.
What amazes me is the amount of books that are written these days. I know at least three people who are writing books, and it's interesting to think each of us has the same chance of "making it big." However, my passion lies more in drawing than writing, and since my artist's block, that passion will have to be put at bay for the moment.
One story I've considered writing was about a Tawny Owl named Owain. A native to the forest-clad nation of Rosewood, the young fledgling had an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. He decided to become a scholar once he learned to fly and started his vocation in the monastery of Fron, a rather remote place amongst the mountains bordering Rosewood and Carrol.
He began his studies with his country's folklore and legends. However, a fear of not being satisfied began to creep into Owain's heart. He decided to take a break from his studies and explore a bit of the land below the mountains to clear his thoughts. Sadly, he got lost in the Tangled Woods. In these woods, he discovers a treasure he only began reading about in his books. What happens next...is something I'm trying to figure out at the moment.
Back to real life, I believe my relationship with the Bear is relatively healthy. We talk to each other about anything and everything, our interests are similar enough to keep things mutual but distinct enough to keep topics fresh and interesting. Mostly, it's about "us," but there are times when it's about "him" and sometimes about "her." Communication is successful in this relationship, and that obstacle isn't a problem for me anymore.
The one thing I'm a little antsy about are these butterflies in my stomach. I'm getting them more often when I'm around him, and I miss him when I'm not. Hopefully we can hang out again before school starts.
With anticipation,
Pita
Monday, July 12, 2010
Moderately Sociable Sometimes Maybe
Dear Pita,
I know you barely ever read this...But today was a pretty normal day. Well, maybe I should start from many days ago.
I went to a battle of the bands with Molly to watch her sister sing. Apparently she has a band, rather, she's in a band. Either way, it was freaking awesome. I wish I was talented enough to be in a band. Anyways, it ended around mosquito time. I should know because I was being eaten by mosquitoes (actually it was around 9 or so). So after our goodbyes, Molly took Rachel (a different one) back to her house whilst we sung at the top of our lungs to "I Believe In A Thing Called Love" by The Darkness. Its such a cute song...and it reminds me of someone that I shouldn't think about. But anyways, she took me home and we were kinda early, so we sat in the car and talked. I must say she is one of the few people I have ever just...talked to and not been awkward.
I like it a lot.
Next day I was going to the movies with Adam, his boyfriend Matt, and BUDDY!!! (who's real name is Ischelle, but I call her Buddy for reasons that Molly has never explained to me..) We went to see "Despicable Me" and it was quite, quite lovely. I almost cried three times, because I'm secretly not as manly as I say I am..waaah. And also we went to World Market and bought Japanese candeh! So now I can get fat and no one will marry me except two Kyles and a Randi (no offense to them, but I'm sure they would be happier with someone else..) We also went to the lakefront where I walked along this weird thing in the water out towards this lamp (and this weird ..walkway thing was quite slimy), but I only got halfway when Adam told me that I might get arrested..Haha, sorry. By then it was so dark out that we decided we should be heading home, plus Adam told his Dad he'd be home by 11.
We started driving back and then we came across this black man on a bike. For some reason I said something along the lines of, "We should follow him!" And so we did..Until he so cleverly got onto a bike trail where vehicles aren't allowed. Oh, we'll get you one day, Man On A Bike..Adam suddenly peeled out of the road and tried to drive around, but by the time we got to the other side he was gone. After a long and intelligent conversation, we decided that black Leprechauns (sp?) are scary. (I'm not sure why, and I hope this doesn't offend anyone.)
So yeah..and then the NEXT day Max came over to try on his Silent Hill nurse outfit I was making for him, because I wanted to be helpful, but then I realized my own costume needs today..and I'm cutting it kinda close. I will finish at least one nurse outfit, I know that much. Aria also came over and we had a sleepover!! Which I haven't had in forever, since the last time I saw Jamie, rather...And we just talked a lot about music, stories, and how much guys suck butt. I also caught on that she and Quinn wanted to be alone for a while, so I "went to bed", even though I didn't sleep for a good hour or so afterwords.
TODAY I went to Rachel's house!! (The one you know, who loves Silent Hill, of course) We made most of her Silent Hill nurse costume, and now I only have to make her hat and possibly the mask...though I think she was going to do that. Either way, I had a lot of fun..Oh yes! I also got my driver's license. I feel like I'm actually turning into an adult, which I don't want to, because it means that if I act like a kid then no one will respect me..and I don't want that to happen.
Yeah, that's been my week so far, pretty hectic, at least, very eventful..I'm not sure what's in store for tomorrow, but it better be costume makings, at the very least. I WILL finish Black Rock Shooter. I swears it. Or I will commit seppukku. Yes yes..
Well, maybe not literally, but I certainly will never cosplay again if I don't finish one decent one.
That is all. See you on Thursday!
Love,
Monchan
I know you barely ever read this...But today was a pretty normal day. Well, maybe I should start from many days ago.
I went to a battle of the bands with Molly to watch her sister sing. Apparently she has a band, rather, she's in a band. Either way, it was freaking awesome. I wish I was talented enough to be in a band. Anyways, it ended around mosquito time. I should know because I was being eaten by mosquitoes (actually it was around 9 or so). So after our goodbyes, Molly took Rachel (a different one) back to her house whilst we sung at the top of our lungs to "I Believe In A Thing Called Love" by The Darkness. Its such a cute song...and it reminds me of someone that I shouldn't think about. But anyways, she took me home and we were kinda early, so we sat in the car and talked. I must say she is one of the few people I have ever just...talked to and not been awkward.
I like it a lot.
Next day I was going to the movies with Adam, his boyfriend Matt, and BUDDY!!! (who's real name is Ischelle, but I call her Buddy for reasons that Molly has never explained to me..) We went to see "Despicable Me" and it was quite, quite lovely. I almost cried three times, because I'm secretly not as manly as I say I am..waaah. And also we went to World Market and bought Japanese candeh! So now I can get fat and no one will marry me except two Kyles and a Randi (no offense to them, but I'm sure they would be happier with someone else..) We also went to the lakefront where I walked along this weird thing in the water out towards this lamp (and this weird ..walkway thing was quite slimy), but I only got halfway when Adam told me that I might get arrested..Haha, sorry. By then it was so dark out that we decided we should be heading home, plus Adam told his Dad he'd be home by 11.
We started driving back and then we came across this black man on a bike. For some reason I said something along the lines of, "We should follow him!" And so we did..Until he so cleverly got onto a bike trail where vehicles aren't allowed. Oh, we'll get you one day, Man On A Bike..Adam suddenly peeled out of the road and tried to drive around, but by the time we got to the other side he was gone. After a long and intelligent conversation, we decided that black Leprechauns (sp?) are scary. (I'm not sure why, and I hope this doesn't offend anyone.)
So yeah..and then the NEXT day Max came over to try on his Silent Hill nurse outfit I was making for him, because I wanted to be helpful, but then I realized my own costume needs today..and I'm cutting it kinda close. I will finish at least one nurse outfit, I know that much. Aria also came over and we had a sleepover!! Which I haven't had in forever, since the last time I saw Jamie, rather...And we just talked a lot about music, stories, and how much guys suck butt. I also caught on that she and Quinn wanted to be alone for a while, so I "went to bed", even though I didn't sleep for a good hour or so afterwords.
TODAY I went to Rachel's house!! (The one you know, who loves Silent Hill, of course) We made most of her Silent Hill nurse costume, and now I only have to make her hat and possibly the mask...though I think she was going to do that. Either way, I had a lot of fun..Oh yes! I also got my driver's license. I feel like I'm actually turning into an adult, which I don't want to, because it means that if I act like a kid then no one will respect me..and I don't want that to happen.
Yeah, that's been my week so far, pretty hectic, at least, very eventful..I'm not sure what's in store for tomorrow, but it better be costume makings, at the very least. I WILL finish Black Rock Shooter. I swears it. Or I will commit seppukku. Yes yes..
Well, maybe not literally, but I certainly will never cosplay again if I don't finish one decent one.
That is all. See you on Thursday!
Love,
Monchan
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Keep Your Head Up!
Dear Pita,
It's been a little while since I wrote in here, even though you never read this, and yet you can be on the computer for hours upon hours. I mean, I'm not complaining since some of the stuff I put on here is kinda weird...and personal...(cough cough)ANYWHO, as you know I got a new phone since my last one (which was my first phone evuh T_T ) got unfortunately dropped into the..erm, washing machine. I like doing laundry! So what?!
But, yeah..and you were kind enough to resend me possibly my favorite text message I've ever gotten (other than my first one) which happened to have a loverly picture of Liam Neeson. Of COURSE I had to set this as my background, so now every time I go to read a text message I see his eyes staring into my soul calmly, almost as if to say, "Yeah, that's right, I'm in your phone looking at you're things...and you love it." I do, I really do..Oh my, why do I always have a crush on significantly older men with facial hair? I'm such a perverted old gay man..No matter how you deny it. And yet I don't like yaoi. (shudders)
Yup yup, I'm weird. Haha, I know I should never listen to the interwebs, but I kept finding sites that said I shouldn't talk to someone I just broke up with in order to get over them, but I still talk to him, and we're cool...if that makes sense. I mean like, it's back to good ol' times. We just kinda chat about stuff that's been going on and how I'm totally gonna kick his butt at Pokemon. Ah, but I think I messed up...Everytime he gets off the phone he says, "Bye beautiful." and of course this makes me blush like heck because..well, yeah. And then I told him not to say it and he asked me why. I told him...I TOLD him I was gonna hang up if I said why, and he still wanted to know..so I told him it makes me blush, and I still love him..
Click.
Then after about 5 minutes he texted me just starting off a normal conversation again. He brought up my "answer", but I told him not to say anything over a text, because it's just not the same, you know? So he said, "Until the next time we talk.." so now of course I'm SUPAH NERVOUS to even talk to him at all. God, I put myself into awkward situations..I'm pretty sure I'm the personification of awkwardness, but then again that's what my friend Adam says he is, so maybe I should fight him for the title. But no matter what happens, I'll keep my head up!
Ah yes! And your birthday is coming up, missy!!! You'll be a grand ol' 19. Not sure if there's much special about being 19..other than that you're not 18 anymore and you're almost 20..but who cares! You're freaking 19!!!!!!!!!! (Too many exclamation points) Yeah, and we'll get to go see "Despicable Me" on July 9th with the wonderful Adam and his boyfriend Matt. How cute...I wish I was a gay man, then I could marry Mark..haha, then again, I'm sure he'd find me annoying..Ah well.
Sorry I'm so random. I hope you like the CD I'm making for you. Shhhh! It's a surprise. Happy sleepy times!
Love,
Monchan
It's been a little while since I wrote in here, even though you never read this, and yet you can be on the computer for hours upon hours. I mean, I'm not complaining since some of the stuff I put on here is kinda weird...and personal...(cough cough)ANYWHO, as you know I got a new phone since my last one (which was my first phone evuh T_T ) got unfortunately dropped into the..erm, washing machine. I like doing laundry! So what?!
But, yeah..and you were kind enough to resend me possibly my favorite text message I've ever gotten (other than my first one) which happened to have a loverly picture of Liam Neeson. Of COURSE I had to set this as my background, so now every time I go to read a text message I see his eyes staring into my soul calmly, almost as if to say, "Yeah, that's right, I'm in your phone looking at you're things...and you love it." I do, I really do..Oh my, why do I always have a crush on significantly older men with facial hair? I'm such a perverted old gay man..No matter how you deny it. And yet I don't like yaoi. (shudders)
Yup yup, I'm weird. Haha, I know I should never listen to the interwebs, but I kept finding sites that said I shouldn't talk to someone I just broke up with in order to get over them, but I still talk to him, and we're cool...if that makes sense. I mean like, it's back to good ol' times. We just kinda chat about stuff that's been going on and how I'm totally gonna kick his butt at Pokemon. Ah, but I think I messed up...Everytime he gets off the phone he says, "Bye beautiful." and of course this makes me blush like heck because..well, yeah. And then I told him not to say it and he asked me why. I told him...I TOLD him I was gonna hang up if I said why, and he still wanted to know..so I told him it makes me blush, and I still love him..
Click.
Then after about 5 minutes he texted me just starting off a normal conversation again. He brought up my "answer", but I told him not to say anything over a text, because it's just not the same, you know? So he said, "Until the next time we talk.." so now of course I'm SUPAH NERVOUS to even talk to him at all. God, I put myself into awkward situations..I'm pretty sure I'm the personification of awkwardness, but then again that's what my friend Adam says he is, so maybe I should fight him for the title. But no matter what happens, I'll keep my head up!
Ah yes! And your birthday is coming up, missy!!! You'll be a grand ol' 19. Not sure if there's much special about being 19..other than that you're not 18 anymore and you're almost 20..but who cares! You're freaking 19!!!!!!!!!! (Too many exclamation points) Yeah, and we'll get to go see "Despicable Me" on July 9th with the wonderful Adam and his boyfriend Matt. How cute...I wish I was a gay man, then I could marry Mark..haha, then again, I'm sure he'd find me annoying..Ah well.
Sorry I'm so random. I hope you like the CD I'm making for you. Shhhh! It's a surprise. Happy sleepy times!
Love,
Monchan
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
The Part Where You Let Go
Dear Pita,
I guess that's it...
A moment ago I broke up with Kris.
It's not for any sort of stupid reason, like he has smelly feet or snores or maybe he had another lady friend on the side. No, we decided that if it was meant to be then it would happen, and that just as best friends we don't have additional stress of wanting to be with each other all the time. However, he admitted that he will always love me, and I'll always love him..
But now we're just friends, and for some reason it's not as painful as I thought it was going to be. He's still really close to me and I guess that's what I really wanted. To be close to him...Anyways, we're both on good terms, so there's nothing to worry about. Haha, I told him I could wait, and he said I shouldn't...but he's waiting too.
Oh, Pita, this may hurt in time, but just knowing that this wasn't messy and we can still talk has meant everything in the world to me. I hope this entry isn't too boring compared to my last entries XD I apologize sincerely. Oh my, I don't know how to break it to everyone, or maybe I just won't. Maybe I'll tell everyone that I'm still in a relationship, but not give all the details. I can still visit him though, we agreed upon that. He has no intention at all of not hanging out with me. I'm so glad. I think the only bad thing is that I won't be able to kiss him...or hold his hand...or tell him I love him, at least, I can't mean it the way that I mean it.
But it's all okay. Thanks for listening..
Love,
Monchan
I guess that's it...
A moment ago I broke up with Kris.
It's not for any sort of stupid reason, like he has smelly feet or snores or maybe he had another lady friend on the side. No, we decided that if it was meant to be then it would happen, and that just as best friends we don't have additional stress of wanting to be with each other all the time. However, he admitted that he will always love me, and I'll always love him..
But now we're just friends, and for some reason it's not as painful as I thought it was going to be. He's still really close to me and I guess that's what I really wanted. To be close to him...Anyways, we're both on good terms, so there's nothing to worry about. Haha, I told him I could wait, and he said I shouldn't...but he's waiting too.
Oh, Pita, this may hurt in time, but just knowing that this wasn't messy and we can still talk has meant everything in the world to me. I hope this entry isn't too boring compared to my last entries XD I apologize sincerely. Oh my, I don't know how to break it to everyone, or maybe I just won't. Maybe I'll tell everyone that I'm still in a relationship, but not give all the details. I can still visit him though, we agreed upon that. He has no intention at all of not hanging out with me. I'm so glad. I think the only bad thing is that I won't be able to kiss him...or hold his hand...or tell him I love him, at least, I can't mean it the way that I mean it.
But it's all okay. Thanks for listening..
Love,
Monchan
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
My Goodness, Woman
Dear Pita,
Make up your mind and post something!!! DX I keep finding drafts here and there and I don't know whether to delete them due to my selective OCD or leave them because you might want to finish them.
(Sigh) Well, anyways, I read the last draft you left, at least, what little was in it, and I'm happy you had fun that the weekend before last. I heard that you were also going to be staying up there this weekend as well, so I am doubly happy for you! You don't have to worry about me and You-Know-Who because, let's face it...It probably won't be getting any better. But I can still has hopes! Yes yes, and I shall for as long as I am not demoted, rather, promoted to crazy cat lady. I have decided that when i retire I will become a crazy cat lady, and they can't have significant others anyways, so...Problem solved!
I can also become a fantabulous Pokemon trainer and professional cosplayer/hobo/artist. I do believe that is a wonderful life goal, wouldn't you say so? I can never be sad now, because I know that no matter what happens, I will always have a backup plan! Mwahahahaa! Ooh! That reminds me...I wonder if I can get all my cosplays finished in time D:> I need to start working on them super soon..AND I have to work on some stuff for Morgan's art table! I don't want her to have to make a ton of stuff. It would be terribly inconvenient to carry. Plus, I want to feel helpful. I'm so selfish...
This journal may be pretty short because as of right now I just don't know what to say...I keep listening to music, though, which means I haven't gone completely insane. But don't fret! Have fun at campy, and I'll see you next weekend :3
Love,
Monchan
Make up your mind and post something!!! DX I keep finding drafts here and there and I don't know whether to delete them due to my selective OCD or leave them because you might want to finish them.
(Sigh) Well, anyways, I read the last draft you left, at least, what little was in it, and I'm happy you had fun that the weekend before last. I heard that you were also going to be staying up there this weekend as well, so I am doubly happy for you! You don't have to worry about me and You-Know-Who because, let's face it...It probably won't be getting any better. But I can still has hopes! Yes yes, and I shall for as long as I am not demoted, rather, promoted to crazy cat lady. I have decided that when i retire I will become a crazy cat lady, and they can't have significant others anyways, so...Problem solved!
I can also become a fantabulous Pokemon trainer and professional cosplayer/hobo/artist. I do believe that is a wonderful life goal, wouldn't you say so? I can never be sad now, because I know that no matter what happens, I will always have a backup plan! Mwahahahaa! Ooh! That reminds me...I wonder if I can get all my cosplays finished in time D:> I need to start working on them super soon..AND I have to work on some stuff for Morgan's art table! I don't want her to have to make a ton of stuff. It would be terribly inconvenient to carry. Plus, I want to feel helpful. I'm so selfish...
This journal may be pretty short because as of right now I just don't know what to say...I keep listening to music, though, which means I haven't gone completely insane. But don't fret! Have fun at campy, and I'll see you next weekend :3
Love,
Monchan
Thursday, June 17, 2010
SOOORUUUUU!!
Dear Pita,
"BURAKU STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" (I know that's what you were thinking XD )
(Ahem) Anyways, I don't know if you ever EVER get on Facebook (my God, I have too many accounts...), but if you did/do then you'd know that I had saved up enough money and decided to purchase the ever amazing Pokemon: SoulSilver! Ah yes, I had to get Silver if I wanted my loverly Lugia (swooon~). But I digress, the game itself is amazing, and I get to catch all of the Pokemon for my dream team, which is steadily changing as I realize that my main types that I use are Fire and Dark..Does that make me evil? ;n;
Also, It seems that Black Rock Shooter has been shipped off today, so I shall be seeing her soon enough! I'm so excited. I just happen to be getting all kinds of awesome stuff from Japan, haha. I'm such a nerd, and proud of it, yes ma'am. I really need to get started on my cosplays...However, Yesterday I came across these lovely long button up shirts that were only $3 that I could use for Silent Hill nurses!! I bought two (One for Rachel and one for Max), so at least I can get that done. Maybe I'll work on it sometime Sunday. I can't wait!! Should I be Heather? I do want to make a Pokemon Trainer outfit..
Ah I'm getting ahead of myself. Black Rock Shooter is top priority. If I don't get her outfit done as accurate as humanly possible then I have failed as a cosplayer...And we can't have that! No no no...
Also, tomorrow I'm finally finishing my Star Wars marathon with Molly. I thought the tea party would be when we finished, but alas, we had it outside, and TVs and outside don't go together (except this one time on Halloween when I walked by this house and some people had a huge flat screen TV outside and they were watching football. They had a couch outside too o.O ) And Max will also be there, so I can make arrangements for an A-Team viewing/nurse outfit making day with him. I wonder if I could buy the seasons of The A-Team somewhere..Ain't got no time fo' jibba jabba!! (God, I wish I had that van...its, like, my second dream car.)
That's about it for today, just me being nerdy with a side of otaku and topped with old school awesome. I hope things at camp aren't as awkward as they used to be...Happy job times!
Love,
Monchan
"BURAKU STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" (I know that's what you were thinking XD )
(Ahem) Anyways, I don't know if you ever EVER get on Facebook (my God, I have too many accounts...), but if you did/do then you'd know that I had saved up enough money and decided to purchase the ever amazing Pokemon: SoulSilver! Ah yes, I had to get Silver if I wanted my loverly Lugia (swooon~). But I digress, the game itself is amazing, and I get to catch all of the Pokemon for my dream team, which is steadily changing as I realize that my main types that I use are Fire and Dark..Does that make me evil? ;n;
Also, It seems that Black Rock Shooter has been shipped off today, so I shall be seeing her soon enough! I'm so excited. I just happen to be getting all kinds of awesome stuff from Japan, haha. I'm such a nerd, and proud of it, yes ma'am. I really need to get started on my cosplays...However, Yesterday I came across these lovely long button up shirts that were only $3 that I could use for Silent Hill nurses!! I bought two (One for Rachel and one for Max), so at least I can get that done. Maybe I'll work on it sometime Sunday. I can't wait!! Should I be Heather? I do want to make a Pokemon Trainer outfit..
Ah I'm getting ahead of myself. Black Rock Shooter is top priority. If I don't get her outfit done as accurate as humanly possible then I have failed as a cosplayer...And we can't have that! No no no...
Also, tomorrow I'm finally finishing my Star Wars marathon with Molly. I thought the tea party would be when we finished, but alas, we had it outside, and TVs and outside don't go together (except this one time on Halloween when I walked by this house and some people had a huge flat screen TV outside and they were watching football. They had a couch outside too o.O ) And Max will also be there, so I can make arrangements for an A-Team viewing/nurse outfit making day with him. I wonder if I could buy the seasons of The A-Team somewhere..Ain't got no time fo' jibba jabba!! (God, I wish I had that van...its, like, my second dream car.)
That's about it for today, just me being nerdy with a side of otaku and topped with old school awesome. I hope things at camp aren't as awkward as they used to be...Happy job times!
Love,
Monchan
Sunday, June 13, 2010
A Jellicle Day
Dear Pita,
Oh my goodness!! I can't believe we have two more watchers!! One is another friend (which I'm not sure if that counts -_-; ) but the other is a completely unknown person!! I'm so excited I don't even know what to say! Maybe my nonsensical life is actually interesting to someone...
Ah! Well, anyways, I did some more painting at the other house, which I must be too good at since I keep finishing my jobs and then my mom doesn't know what to tell me to do, so I lay around all bum-like. But hopefully I work enough that I get a good amount of munnies for cosplay and Mechacon (since I know you'll probably never lend me money again). At least I kind of have a job when I get to Mechacon...selling sketches at the art table of the AMAZING Morgan! I hope I get some requests, and I can't wait to see all the stuffs she's made..Hehe, I'm too excited now.
Anyways, when we got home it turns out that they were showing Cats on Ovation (and you know how I love Ovation <333 ) so you could say that I sort of kidnapped the TV for a couple of hours. It was the first time that I've been able to see Cats ever since that one time I saw an advertisement on TV when I was really young...I don't even remember how old I was...but yes, the opening number led me to not only realize that I can't watch anything with anyone else (The parents spent a good 5 minutes trying to decide what they were saying, when it was clearly "jellicle", taken from a book by T.S. Eliot) but also that I have no idea what was going on. I mean, I got the gist, but I had to go onto Wikipedia to figure out the main plot.
Not to say that I didn't enjoy it, but I was certainly mad at myself for falling asleep during the last act...UGH!! But I still know what happens at the end, and it comes on tomorrow at some absurd time, so I shall watch it again! But surely not after I finish my Star Wars marathon with Molly. She's amazing! I can't wait to watch again one of my favorite movies EVUH.
I guess that's about it for today, just me being excited about silly things, haha. Adieu! Hope you're having fun!!
Love,
Monchan
Oh my goodness!! I can't believe we have two more watchers!! One is another friend (which I'm not sure if that counts -_-; ) but the other is a completely unknown person!! I'm so excited I don't even know what to say! Maybe my nonsensical life is actually interesting to someone...
Ah! Well, anyways, I did some more painting at the other house, which I must be too good at since I keep finishing my jobs and then my mom doesn't know what to tell me to do, so I lay around all bum-like. But hopefully I work enough that I get a good amount of munnies for cosplay and Mechacon (since I know you'll probably never lend me money again). At least I kind of have a job when I get to Mechacon...selling sketches at the art table of the AMAZING Morgan! I hope I get some requests, and I can't wait to see all the stuffs she's made..Hehe, I'm too excited now.
Anyways, when we got home it turns out that they were showing Cats on Ovation (and you know how I love Ovation <333 ) so you could say that I sort of kidnapped the TV for a couple of hours. It was the first time that I've been able to see Cats ever since that one time I saw an advertisement on TV when I was really young...I don't even remember how old I was...but yes, the opening number led me to not only realize that I can't watch anything with anyone else (The parents spent a good 5 minutes trying to decide what they were saying, when it was clearly "jellicle", taken from a book by T.S. Eliot) but also that I have no idea what was going on. I mean, I got the gist, but I had to go onto Wikipedia to figure out the main plot.
Not to say that I didn't enjoy it, but I was certainly mad at myself for falling asleep during the last act...UGH!! But I still know what happens at the end, and it comes on tomorrow at some absurd time, so I shall watch it again! But surely not after I finish my Star Wars marathon with Molly. She's amazing! I can't wait to watch again one of my favorite movies EVUH.
I guess that's about it for today, just me being excited about silly things, haha. Adieu! Hope you're having fun!!
Love,
Monchan
Friday, June 11, 2010
Gaga
Dear Pita,
I went with Mom this morning to help her clean up the house we're trying to sell. I drove, of course, and popped in a Lady Gaga mashup CD I has made for the great Amelia. I must say I am pleased with it, even though it has "Love Game" on it, which I know you detest immensely. However, this version is catchy and AWESOME!! You should hear it.
Anyways, so after several hours of painting and listening to the radio (which happened to favor Rihanna for the afternoon...I think I have memorized "Rude Boy" by now..), we went home and a strange thing happened. Adam called me. He hadn't talked to me until today since school let out (for me of course, he was a Junior), and I was so excited to hear from him. He wanted to borrow my graphing calculator for the ACT, so I said he could come over...Like, now.
Well, obviously not now, as it was earlier in the evening, but at the moment is was a "now" kind of moment.So he came over and after a few minutes we realized that he wasn't leaving (in a good way). We decided to take on the A-Team which was coming on in only an hour, and so we talked about just stuff that had been going on. That's when he told me he had a boyfriend.
Wait...what?
I got to talk to the very adorable and VERY sweet Matthew (whom has declared me his instant friend), and after I hung up Adam and I gushed about how our boyfriends make us blush with cheesy romantic lines and shnugglins...I miss Kris T_T Yeah, but we both agreed on our birthday we would instantly become pedos since they're younger than us. Haha, how terrible and wonderfully creepy. We talked about other random things and had Jello, watermelon, watched some Monk, and then he went home. It was gloriously strange, and I quite enjoyed it.
Even though that's pretty much my whole day, I can strongly say that it was a great day. Something so simple can be so exciting, I don't know why people have to spend money to backpack across Europe or hitchhike across America, but any sort of adventure is worth having...My art teacher specifically told me not to go hitchhiking across America though. People become hobos that way, and I already am one, so it would be quite a waste.
Ah! I hope you're having fun at camp, and don't get homesick!! We must see The A-Team!! DX Hurry up and come hooooooome! Later, gator.
Love,
Monchan
I went with Mom this morning to help her clean up the house we're trying to sell. I drove, of course, and popped in a Lady Gaga mashup CD I has made for the great Amelia. I must say I am pleased with it, even though it has "Love Game" on it, which I know you detest immensely. However, this version is catchy and AWESOME!! You should hear it.
Anyways, so after several hours of painting and listening to the radio (which happened to favor Rihanna for the afternoon...I think I have memorized "Rude Boy" by now..), we went home and a strange thing happened. Adam called me. He hadn't talked to me until today since school let out (for me of course, he was a Junior), and I was so excited to hear from him. He wanted to borrow my graphing calculator for the ACT, so I said he could come over...Like, now.
Well, obviously not now, as it was earlier in the evening, but at the moment is was a "now" kind of moment.So he came over and after a few minutes we realized that he wasn't leaving (in a good way). We decided to take on the A-Team which was coming on in only an hour, and so we talked about just stuff that had been going on. That's when he told me he had a boyfriend.
Wait...what?
I got to talk to the very adorable and VERY sweet Matthew (whom has declared me his instant friend), and after I hung up Adam and I gushed about how our boyfriends make us blush with cheesy romantic lines and shnugglins...I miss Kris T_T Yeah, but we both agreed on our birthday we would instantly become pedos since they're younger than us. Haha, how terrible and wonderfully creepy. We talked about other random things and had Jello, watermelon, watched some Monk, and then he went home. It was gloriously strange, and I quite enjoyed it.
Even though that's pretty much my whole day, I can strongly say that it was a great day. Something so simple can be so exciting, I don't know why people have to spend money to backpack across Europe or hitchhike across America, but any sort of adventure is worth having...My art teacher specifically told me not to go hitchhiking across America though. People become hobos that way, and I already am one, so it would be quite a waste.
Ah! I hope you're having fun at camp, and don't get homesick!! We must see The A-Team!! DX Hurry up and come hooooooome! Later, gator.
Love,
Monchan
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Sugar Cube Dots
Dear Pita,
I had the tea party as planned and it was quite glorious. Only three people showed up (Max, Molly, and Morgan...hehe), but it was still fun. We ended up drinking all the tea and a good bit of the cake was eaten, so i believe it was a success. I realized it was the first get-together that I've actually planned by myself...I'm so proud!!
I must tell you about the details though, for they are also wonderful. I set my alarm for 7:30 because I knew I'd have to bake and make all kinds of tea before Max came to drive me to the park. I took a shower which later turned out to be a mistake, because here in this horrid state we have this thing called "the sun" and "humidity" which made me automatically gross again. -_-;
But yes, showaaaaaaaaah! And then I got dressed (Of course DX ) and went downstairs to make some cinnamon crumble cake and I took a few pieces of the pumpkin bread. Then I made a bunch of orange chamomile tea (I think that's what it was) and boiled some water for the extra tea bags I had. I packed it all (with milk and tea cups) into a big cardboard box sandwiched with towels. I must say it was a slight smart move on my part.
But the drive to teh park caused some tea to spill over anyways...But first!! We stopped at the grocery store for sugar cubes, but all I found were sugar cube...dots? WTF?! (And by this, I mean "What the fudge", kids, fear not.) So we had our party in the park with sugar cube dots, crumble cake, and lots of tea and laughs. Afterwords I went to Morgan's house with Max and we hung out until 10. He gave me some mix CDs and I went home.
So here I am, a perfectly wonderful day gone by and I can't wait for more to come. I wish I could've written down every detail, but sadly this entry would be a bagillion times longer (not really..but significantly longer) and then you'd be like, "Meeeeeeeeeh! Stop typing so much, you nerd DX "
Yeah, but I can't wait for Mechacon! And road trips! And college...and just, so many things. Life is awesome as heck. Stay cool!
Love,
Monchan
I had the tea party as planned and it was quite glorious. Only three people showed up (Max, Molly, and Morgan...hehe), but it was still fun. We ended up drinking all the tea and a good bit of the cake was eaten, so i believe it was a success. I realized it was the first get-together that I've actually planned by myself...I'm so proud!!
I must tell you about the details though, for they are also wonderful. I set my alarm for 7:30 because I knew I'd have to bake and make all kinds of tea before Max came to drive me to the park. I took a shower which later turned out to be a mistake, because here in this horrid state we have this thing called "the sun" and "humidity" which made me automatically gross again. -_-;
But yes, showaaaaaaaaah! And then I got dressed (Of course DX ) and went downstairs to make some cinnamon crumble cake and I took a few pieces of the pumpkin bread. Then I made a bunch of orange chamomile tea (I think that's what it was) and boiled some water for the extra tea bags I had. I packed it all (with milk and tea cups) into a big cardboard box sandwiched with towels. I must say it was a slight smart move on my part.
But the drive to teh park caused some tea to spill over anyways...But first!! We stopped at the grocery store for sugar cubes, but all I found were sugar cube...dots? WTF?! (And by this, I mean "What the fudge", kids, fear not.) So we had our party in the park with sugar cube dots, crumble cake, and lots of tea and laughs. Afterwords I went to Morgan's house with Max and we hung out until 10. He gave me some mix CDs and I went home.
So here I am, a perfectly wonderful day gone by and I can't wait for more to come. I wish I could've written down every detail, but sadly this entry would be a bagillion times longer (not really..but significantly longer) and then you'd be like, "Meeeeeeeeeh! Stop typing so much, you nerd DX "
Yeah, but I can't wait for Mechacon! And road trips! And college...and just, so many things. Life is awesome as heck. Stay cool!
Love,
Monchan
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
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Dear, dear Pita,
Please read the post before this one for this to make any sense.
I just talked to him. We chatted a little about Mechacon before he told me that his phone is dead again. By dead, I mean that his phone bill went unpaid...So it literally does not work. We talked a little more about Mechacon. Then he had to go, but not before I mustered up enough courage to ask what he wanted to tell me.
He wanted to know where we stand. Where will he and I be in a year?
I cannot tell you how relaxed I became. The sad thing is that I knew the answer, and yet he had to go. I know where we'll be in a year...I'll be in college, making art, working on video game concepts and graphic novels. He'll be starting college, taking the basics and also doing what he loves. We'll find ways to meet each other (I'll do most of the driving) and we'll have fun, watch movies, have Pokemon battles...and I'll still love him dearly.
That's all I had to say Pita. I can now sleep soundly tonight.
Goodnight,
Monchan
Please read the post before this one for this to make any sense.
I just talked to him. We chatted a little about Mechacon before he told me that his phone is dead again. By dead, I mean that his phone bill went unpaid...So it literally does not work. We talked a little more about Mechacon. Then he had to go, but not before I mustered up enough courage to ask what he wanted to tell me.
He wanted to know where we stand. Where will he and I be in a year?
I cannot tell you how relaxed I became. The sad thing is that I knew the answer, and yet he had to go. I know where we'll be in a year...I'll be in college, making art, working on video game concepts and graphic novels. He'll be starting college, taking the basics and also doing what he loves. We'll find ways to meet each other (I'll do most of the driving) and we'll have fun, watch movies, have Pokemon battles...and I'll still love him dearly.
That's all I had to say Pita. I can now sleep soundly tonight.
Goodnight,
Monchan
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
In Which A Tea Party Occurs
Dear Pita,
Yes, indeed a tea party is among us. And it is to be happening tomorrow, though by the time I finish writing this it may very well be "today", but just keep that in mind. Rather, okay, Wednesday I shall host a party. Yes yes, I normally never invite people to go places, but I have actually created an occurrence in which people will gather together because I, so very shy and unsociable, have asked them to. Isn't that wonderful?!?!
I'm quite excited, though I have no idea how I am going to transport hot water/tea, cakes, and various tea cups to the park whilst I have no way to keep them warm. Well, I mean, the cakes can be served cold or room temperature...but tea? No no, it must be warm at the very least. I shall bring my loverly teapots as well to be passed amongst the masses. And by this, I mean a bunch of girls and Max. (I should have invited more guys, but they don't know Max T_T )
I must say that I hope this tea party takes my mind off of other things...I'm not sure how to think nowadays. It seems just when I think that I've got everything under control something terrible happens. I texted You-Know-Who (You better know who DX ) today and he didn't text me back. Then again, I was kinda mad at the moment, and he probably felt it. Ah well...but then I texted him later and still no reply.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Have I become one of those terrible clingy girls that I despise?! Please help me, Pita. I've felt too many emotions in the last 24 hours for me to be normal. I've decided (rather, I decided two days ago) that I would become a hermit and then I would never have to have relations with anyone except my super awesome cats and my one huge dog. Sadly, I have told this to people, and some express encouragement (not realizing I was serious) and only one person so far as said they would stay my friend, even if I was a hermit...
Maybe I should switch to "Crazy Cat Lady". Either way, I've decided that I won't get into this "love" business anymore. I've been through all kinds of crap for 4 years, and I certainly do not want to go through heartbreak in college. In short, if this ends up as a breakup, please don't be sad for me ^^ I still have friends and family who love me, and a cat who is secretly a human, and my imagination which gives me the ability to make art, which is wonderful. I could never ask for anything else...but I must admit that I won't stop loving him. They say you never stop loving someone, either you still do or you never did...
And I still do.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. Haha that would be terribly awkward if people I knew read this, well, other than you and Quina. I dunno why, but I suddenly realized that I haven't played Pokemon in a couple of days. Maybe that evil Latios has finally gotten to me...I shall never catch him! Waaaaaaaah, how terribly awful. Lordy me, these entries always seem to get longer and longer as I babble on with my foolish nonsense.
I feel so selfish now. I should be happy no matter what happens in my life because of all the things I have and all the things that I will have. I'm going to work hard to make sure that no one will ever be sad. I know this isn't possible, but you have to admit the thought that you could make everyone in the world happy...That you could make a difference like that...Isn't that wonderful?
I hope you're having fun at camp. We need to see the A-Team with Michael (Micheal? So confusing DX )...Maybe getting out of this house more will do me good. And don't forget to smile. You are adorable.
Much Love,
Monchan
Yes, indeed a tea party is among us. And it is to be happening tomorrow, though by the time I finish writing this it may very well be "today", but just keep that in mind. Rather, okay, Wednesday I shall host a party. Yes yes, I normally never invite people to go places, but I have actually created an occurrence in which people will gather together because I, so very shy and unsociable, have asked them to. Isn't that wonderful?!?!
I'm quite excited, though I have no idea how I am going to transport hot water/tea, cakes, and various tea cups to the park whilst I have no way to keep them warm. Well, I mean, the cakes can be served cold or room temperature...but tea? No no, it must be warm at the very least. I shall bring my loverly teapots as well to be passed amongst the masses. And by this, I mean a bunch of girls and Max. (I should have invited more guys, but they don't know Max T_T )
I must say that I hope this tea party takes my mind off of other things...I'm not sure how to think nowadays. It seems just when I think that I've got everything under control something terrible happens. I texted You-Know-Who (You better know who DX ) today and he didn't text me back. Then again, I was kinda mad at the moment, and he probably felt it. Ah well...but then I texted him later and still no reply.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Have I become one of those terrible clingy girls that I despise?! Please help me, Pita. I've felt too many emotions in the last 24 hours for me to be normal. I've decided (rather, I decided two days ago) that I would become a hermit and then I would never have to have relations with anyone except my super awesome cats and my one huge dog. Sadly, I have told this to people, and some express encouragement (not realizing I was serious) and only one person so far as said they would stay my friend, even if I was a hermit...
Maybe I should switch to "Crazy Cat Lady". Either way, I've decided that I won't get into this "love" business anymore. I've been through all kinds of crap for 4 years, and I certainly do not want to go through heartbreak in college. In short, if this ends up as a breakup, please don't be sad for me ^^ I still have friends and family who love me, and a cat who is secretly a human, and my imagination which gives me the ability to make art, which is wonderful. I could never ask for anything else...but I must admit that I won't stop loving him. They say you never stop loving someone, either you still do or you never did...
And I still do.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. Haha that would be terribly awkward if people I knew read this, well, other than you and Quina. I dunno why, but I suddenly realized that I haven't played Pokemon in a couple of days. Maybe that evil Latios has finally gotten to me...I shall never catch him! Waaaaaaaah, how terribly awful. Lordy me, these entries always seem to get longer and longer as I babble on with my foolish nonsense.
I feel so selfish now. I should be happy no matter what happens in my life because of all the things I have and all the things that I will have. I'm going to work hard to make sure that no one will ever be sad. I know this isn't possible, but you have to admit the thought that you could make everyone in the world happy...That you could make a difference like that...Isn't that wonderful?
I hope you're having fun at camp. We need to see the A-Team with Michael (Micheal? So confusing DX )...Maybe getting out of this house more will do me good. And don't forget to smile. You are adorable.
Much Love,
Monchan
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Box Jellyfish and How I Cannot Use a Sewing Machine
Dear Mon,
It has been a while since we've written on this blog. I almost felt there would be no need continuing the blog during the summer since we saw each other much more often. Of course, I've been wrong on many occasions, including this one. Let's be glad for that.
Yes, we have a follower! The lovely "Red" that I mentioned in my graduation blog has stumbled onto our little means of communication. We'll manage, with or without fans.
I wonder if wisewit still lurks around our page...
You had mentioned the film "Seven Pounds" and how box jellyfish look adorable. I shall warn you beforehand that you must not see this film. It is utterly depressing, milks dramatic moments in hopes it would win an Oscar (it didn't), and the main guy dies at the end in one of the most excruciating manners I can imagine. Considering how you read the film's synopsis, I can safely assume you know the box jellyfish you're gushing over only looks adorable.
Which leads me to another subject-- with films that have been in theatres this year like "Tooth Fairy," "Furry Vengeance," "Marmaduke," and eventually "Stretch Armstrong," it begs the question if film executives will ever learn that not everything is marketable. As much as I can gush about Repo Man: The Genetic Opera, it doesn't change the fact that "Seventeen" was a song the film would have been better without.
Alas, Mechacon is approaching more quickly than desired, and I find myself rushing a little to finish these costumes before I officially retire for the rest of the year.
Our sewing machine is out to get me. The stitching comes out horrible, and I'm reserved to hand-stitching. That's all I'll say on that subject.
I could write more stuff, but I'm too tired, and there's no amount of Roseanne that can keep me awake. Goodnight, Mon.
Pita
It has been a while since we've written on this blog. I almost felt there would be no need continuing the blog during the summer since we saw each other much more often. Of course, I've been wrong on many occasions, including this one. Let's be glad for that.
Yes, we have a follower! The lovely "Red" that I mentioned in my graduation blog has stumbled onto our little means of communication. We'll manage, with or without fans.
I wonder if wisewit still lurks around our page...
You had mentioned the film "Seven Pounds" and how box jellyfish look adorable. I shall warn you beforehand that you must not see this film. It is utterly depressing, milks dramatic moments in hopes it would win an Oscar (it didn't), and the main guy dies at the end in one of the most excruciating manners I can imagine. Considering how you read the film's synopsis, I can safely assume you know the box jellyfish you're gushing over only looks adorable.
Which leads me to another subject-- with films that have been in theatres this year like "Tooth Fairy," "Furry Vengeance," "Marmaduke," and eventually "Stretch Armstrong," it begs the question if film executives will ever learn that not everything is marketable. As much as I can gush about Repo Man: The Genetic Opera, it doesn't change the fact that "Seventeen" was a song the film would have been better without.
Alas, Mechacon is approaching more quickly than desired, and I find myself rushing a little to finish these costumes before I officially retire for the rest of the year.
Our sewing machine is out to get me. The stitching comes out horrible, and I'm reserved to hand-stitching. That's all I'll say on that subject.
I could write more stuff, but I'm too tired, and there's no amount of Roseanne that can keep me awake. Goodnight, Mon.
Pita
Moist
Dear Pita,
Don't you just love that word? Moist...Moist...Moist...reminds me of Neil Patrick Harris. Oh dear, how I love him. I wonder if you saw that episode. Anyway, don't think about it too much.
Turns out we have a follower! Sadly, I'm not sure if he counts, but I'll take it ^^ At least that's one person reading this mindless nonsense I put out into the cyberworld. Was that too redundant? Who knows...I haven't heard from You-Know-Who yet, but I hope he's having fun hanging out with his awesome friends. Oh, that Nick Jonas is hilarious. I would fight him for his steampunk goggles though. He better watch out.
I'm just kinda chillin' in my room at the moment, listening to music and coming up with even more characters that I now have to create a story for. I read the synopsis for the movie "Seven Pounds" (which I'm not sure if you underline the titles of movies or put them in quotes. Due to lack of underlining things, I will use quotes) I read that the main character has a box jellyfish, so then I got curious and went on a Wikipedian excursion to discover this "box jellyfish." It is quite possibly the most adorable thing I've ever seen that doesn't have a functional brain.
This, however, led to more jellyfish research and I came across the Aurelia. It is kinda pinkish and has this flower pattern on top. POOF! A character was born, uncreatively named "Aurelia." Which I happened to draw a few hours after posting my last entry. I am still determined to keep up with this blog! I shan't fail you!!
I do need to start writing some sort of script for my stories though. I don't know what the start with...Maybe you can help me. They're all pretty cliche, but I figure with some English classes then I shall get better. We'll see! At least it'll give me soemthing to do whilst it is raining outside. My goodness it's so moist out there. (See? The title is relevant, I promise)
That's about it for now, hopefully I don't get gray hairs while worrying so much about what he's worried about. What a strange train of worriment, wouldn't you say? I'll drive you back up to camp tomorrow and say farewells, but I hope you won't have to worry as much as I do about anything EVER. Stay cool, home skillet.
Love,
Monchan
Don't you just love that word? Moist...Moist...Moist...reminds me of Neil Patrick Harris. Oh dear, how I love him. I wonder if you saw that episode. Anyway, don't think about it too much.
Turns out we have a follower! Sadly, I'm not sure if he counts, but I'll take it ^^ At least that's one person reading this mindless nonsense I put out into the cyberworld. Was that too redundant? Who knows...I haven't heard from You-Know-Who yet, but I hope he's having fun hanging out with his awesome friends. Oh, that Nick Jonas is hilarious. I would fight him for his steampunk goggles though. He better watch out.
I'm just kinda chillin' in my room at the moment, listening to music and coming up with even more characters that I now have to create a story for. I read the synopsis for the movie "Seven Pounds" (which I'm not sure if you underline the titles of movies or put them in quotes. Due to lack of underlining things, I will use quotes) I read that the main character has a box jellyfish, so then I got curious and went on a Wikipedian excursion to discover this "box jellyfish." It is quite possibly the most adorable thing I've ever seen that doesn't have a functional brain.
This, however, led to more jellyfish research and I came across the Aurelia. It is kinda pinkish and has this flower pattern on top. POOF! A character was born, uncreatively named "Aurelia." Which I happened to draw a few hours after posting my last entry. I am still determined to keep up with this blog! I shan't fail you!!
I do need to start writing some sort of script for my stories though. I don't know what the start with...Maybe you can help me. They're all pretty cliche, but I figure with some English classes then I shall get better. We'll see! At least it'll give me soemthing to do whilst it is raining outside. My goodness it's so moist out there. (See? The title is relevant, I promise)
That's about it for now, hopefully I don't get gray hairs while worrying so much about what he's worried about. What a strange train of worriment, wouldn't you say? I'll drive you back up to camp tomorrow and say farewells, but I hope you won't have to worry as much as I do about anything EVER. Stay cool, home skillet.
Love,
Monchan
Speechless
Dear Pita,
My goodness it's been forever! I don't even know what to say...It's been just about two months, but not really, since it's only really been one month and a little more. I'm sorry I haven't written, and even though no one reads this, it's my only friend in the middle of the night.
Let's see if I can catch you up on some things. You've got a counselor job at a Girl Scout camp, which of course you already know, and I have deeper things to deal with, like finding F-ING LATIOS!! That baby keeps running away! Grrr...
Ah, what I meant was that only an hour ago a person very very dear to me said that they had some "things" on their mind. Of course the first thing I thought was, "He wants to break up with me? He likes someone else? Wait! What if this whole time he's been going out with another girl?!" And THEN of course I start shaking and being completely irrational. Needless to say he quickly told me it was NOT that, AT ALL.
Silly me...
But I am so curious now. He seems distant anyway, but I'm afraid to pry since he says that we'll talk later, and it's about us...I don't know if I should be worried, concerned, excited, anxious, sad, all of the above, or just become a hermit. I've decided to make a separate option and make him a mix CD. I hope he likes it, though I'm not sure how it will turn out, or what exactly he likes. I know that he doesn't really like country, which is good, because neither do I.
I can't believe I just typed all that out, I apologize. However, you have to promise to me that you will NOT talk about this with me. It is a private matter and I intend to keep it so...unless it does involve some broken hearts, then I may need your shoulder, and you may need to change your shirt a couple of times.
Anyways, other than late night worries, I've been playing like heck to get all the Hoenn Pokemon in Pokemon Emerald, which you already know, but I have a good amount of them already caught, except that I may need to trade Pokemon over to Pokemon Pearl in order to finish (since this requires restarting to achieve certain Pokemon, as you know), but first I need LATIOS!!! I never thought he would be so hard to come across, that little -..Ah, well. Hopefully he will man up and face my Wynaut, which reminds me, I need to make him evolve so he doesn't die in 5 seconds.
That's really about it for my summer. Job applications have been fail recently, been a little down about not seeing Kris, and fail at Pokemon. Haha, this summer might end up as horrible as my Junior year, but we won't get into that. I hope camp goes well for you, and in a few months you'll have to drag me out of bed to drive ya to school.
Happy Camping!
Love,
Monchan
My goodness it's been forever! I don't even know what to say...It's been just about two months, but not really, since it's only really been one month and a little more. I'm sorry I haven't written, and even though no one reads this, it's my only friend in the middle of the night.
Let's see if I can catch you up on some things. You've got a counselor job at a Girl Scout camp, which of course you already know, and I have deeper things to deal with, like finding F-ING LATIOS!! That baby keeps running away! Grrr...
Ah, what I meant was that only an hour ago a person very very dear to me said that they had some "things" on their mind. Of course the first thing I thought was, "He wants to break up with me? He likes someone else? Wait! What if this whole time he's been going out with another girl?!" And THEN of course I start shaking and being completely irrational. Needless to say he quickly told me it was NOT that, AT ALL.
Silly me...
But I am so curious now. He seems distant anyway, but I'm afraid to pry since he says that we'll talk later, and it's about us...I don't know if I should be worried, concerned, excited, anxious, sad, all of the above, or just become a hermit. I've decided to make a separate option and make him a mix CD. I hope he likes it, though I'm not sure how it will turn out, or what exactly he likes. I know that he doesn't really like country, which is good, because neither do I.
I can't believe I just typed all that out, I apologize. However, you have to promise to me that you will NOT talk about this with me. It is a private matter and I intend to keep it so...unless it does involve some broken hearts, then I may need your shoulder, and you may need to change your shirt a couple of times.
Anyways, other than late night worries, I've been playing like heck to get all the Hoenn Pokemon in Pokemon Emerald, which you already know, but I have a good amount of them already caught, except that I may need to trade Pokemon over to Pokemon Pearl in order to finish (since this requires restarting to achieve certain Pokemon, as you know), but first I need LATIOS!!! I never thought he would be so hard to come across, that little -..Ah, well. Hopefully he will man up and face my Wynaut, which reminds me, I need to make him evolve so he doesn't die in 5 seconds.
That's really about it for my summer. Job applications have been fail recently, been a little down about not seeing Kris, and fail at Pokemon. Haha, this summer might end up as horrible as my Junior year, but we won't get into that. I hope camp goes well for you, and in a few months you'll have to drag me out of bed to drive ya to school.
Happy Camping!
Love,
Monchan
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Senior Trip Advice
Dear Mon,
Despite many failed attempts to reply to your entries, I have been checking this blog every now and again. Sure, I don't follow it religiously, but it's among my important bookmarks. Thus, you should feel important because you are.
Tomorrow evening, you'll be on a charter bus to Florida spending a good few days at Disneyworld. I still remember the first (and last) time I went, and there are some things you should know before you make your departure.
1) Pack a big blanket for the ride up. It's an overnight drive, and the interior has to be frigid to keep the bus drivers awake. Dress warmly, and make sure your seating partner does not mind if you lean against her to sleep and vice-versa.
2) While at Blizzard Beach, keep your things with everyone else. This piece of advice may be unnecessary for you, but do take note that my towel was stolen when I was there. Really, the pettiness of some people...
3) Wave pools are wonderful things, but don't forget your sunscreen. Pink backs are adorable if you're a piglet.
4) Magic Kingdom apparently has these stickers for people who are at Disneyworld for the first time. If you can locate them, get one. My lack of a sticker could explain why most Disney characters didn't bat an eye at me and simply went to the little children.
I bet they've been there loads of times. It's not my fault Mum and Dad never made plans until now... *sniffle*
5) Epcot does have diverse shops and food, but keep in mind that the meal card does not cover fish and chips. France's crepes weren't all that extravagant, either.
I would love it if you got me something, even if it's something small and inexpensive. Definitely something that isn't food.
Have a wonderful time, and remember--you only need to go on It's a Small World once; that is the maximum dosage.
Pita
Despite many failed attempts to reply to your entries, I have been checking this blog every now and again. Sure, I don't follow it religiously, but it's among my important bookmarks. Thus, you should feel important because you are.
Tomorrow evening, you'll be on a charter bus to Florida spending a good few days at Disneyworld. I still remember the first (and last) time I went, and there are some things you should know before you make your departure.
1) Pack a big blanket for the ride up. It's an overnight drive, and the interior has to be frigid to keep the bus drivers awake. Dress warmly, and make sure your seating partner does not mind if you lean against her to sleep and vice-versa.
2) While at Blizzard Beach, keep your things with everyone else. This piece of advice may be unnecessary for you, but do take note that my towel was stolen when I was there. Really, the pettiness of some people...
3) Wave pools are wonderful things, but don't forget your sunscreen. Pink backs are adorable if you're a piglet.
4) Magic Kingdom apparently has these stickers for people who are at Disneyworld for the first time. If you can locate them, get one. My lack of a sticker could explain why most Disney characters didn't bat an eye at me and simply went to the little children.
I bet they've been there loads of times. It's not my fault Mum and Dad never made plans until now... *sniffle*
5) Epcot does have diverse shops and food, but keep in mind that the meal card does not cover fish and chips. France's crepes weren't all that extravagant, either.
I would love it if you got me something, even if it's something small and inexpensive. Definitely something that isn't food.
Have a wonderful time, and remember--you only need to go on It's a Small World once; that is the maximum dosage.
Pita
Friday, April 16, 2010
Edelweiss...
Dear Pita,
I can't believe it (yet again...). I have not only become womanly (which I HATE) but I have become unnecessarily annoyed with your babblings on about why you like big, nerdy guys. I know I shouldn't have gotten to irritated, but maybe it's getting close to that time of the month. I HATE that time...I wish I were more manly (well, on the inside that is, not really physically). If I were manly then I wouldn't have to deal with this PMS or whatever has come over me. I'm so mean this week, and I want it to go away T_T Also, I like this song a lot. No, not Edelweiss (SOUND OF MUSIC!!), but "100 Years" by Five For Fighting. It's really pretty and makes me think of Kris.
By the way, yes I kissed him at the Relay 4 Life. Very much so...oh dear, I shouldn't have posted that on the internets, but hopefully you will read this at some point in time and get your nose out of the Youtubes and Skypes and maybe talk to people in real life. Who knows...Ah! I'm so mean, I should be shot (shot).
Moving on, tonight was the first performance of The Sound Of Music at school. You didn't go, but it was quite pleasant. People made very small mistakes, but it wasn't that noticeable. I liked singing along with the play, although I think at some point the audience could hear me from the light booth. How embarrassing!! They were looking around like, "Who are those weird girls that are disrupting this wonderful performance?" so I just shrunk in my chair and ate M&Ms...lots of M&Ms...I should just stop eating too T_T.
Senior Trip is next week and I'm going to buy another yukata and maybe an obi. Of course I need an obi. How else do you wear a yukata? I also want to get a Green Lantern ring from Universal for Kris. Shhhhh, don't tell him. He won't take it from me unless I force him to take it, and I don't want him to buy me anything. Hehe, the only thing I'll accept are kisses and shnuggling. Yes, "shnuggling" should be a real word.
I miss him a lot now, I shouldn't think about it too much...Anyways, also today I found someone who disliked me for absolutely no reason at all. She had never really known me until today, and I barely said anything to her except a few comments here and there...Ah, I guess some people are like that...Anything Gooooooooooes!
I amuse myself too much. Ah yes! I presented my PRP on Monday and got an 87. I guess that's not too bad. Apparently the judges didn't appreciate my amusing myself as I proceeded to giggle...but Dr. Watkins thought I was cute :3 That must count for something. Go go Anime! You asked me about my comic but again, I was being a stupid womanly woman instead of the manly man man that I am. I'll show it to you one day when you're not surgically attached to your computer. Oh deary me...(shot) There we go.
Also, Gulliver's Travels.
That is all. Happy Times.
Love,
Monchan
I can't believe it (yet again...). I have not only become womanly (which I HATE) but I have become unnecessarily annoyed with your babblings on about why you like big, nerdy guys. I know I shouldn't have gotten to irritated, but maybe it's getting close to that time of the month. I HATE that time...I wish I were more manly (well, on the inside that is, not really physically). If I were manly then I wouldn't have to deal with this PMS or whatever has come over me. I'm so mean this week, and I want it to go away T_T Also, I like this song a lot. No, not Edelweiss (SOUND OF MUSIC!!), but "100 Years" by Five For Fighting. It's really pretty and makes me think of Kris.
By the way, yes I kissed him at the Relay 4 Life. Very much so...oh dear, I shouldn't have posted that on the internets, but hopefully you will read this at some point in time and get your nose out of the Youtubes and Skypes and maybe talk to people in real life. Who knows...Ah! I'm so mean, I should be shot (shot).
Moving on, tonight was the first performance of The Sound Of Music at school. You didn't go, but it was quite pleasant. People made very small mistakes, but it wasn't that noticeable. I liked singing along with the play, although I think at some point the audience could hear me from the light booth. How embarrassing!! They were looking around like, "Who are those weird girls that are disrupting this wonderful performance?" so I just shrunk in my chair and ate M&Ms...lots of M&Ms...I should just stop eating too T_T.
Senior Trip is next week and I'm going to buy another yukata and maybe an obi. Of course I need an obi. How else do you wear a yukata? I also want to get a Green Lantern ring from Universal for Kris. Shhhhh, don't tell him. He won't take it from me unless I force him to take it, and I don't want him to buy me anything. Hehe, the only thing I'll accept are kisses and shnuggling. Yes, "shnuggling" should be a real word.
I miss him a lot now, I shouldn't think about it too much...Anyways, also today I found someone who disliked me for absolutely no reason at all. She had never really known me until today, and I barely said anything to her except a few comments here and there...Ah, I guess some people are like that...Anything Gooooooooooes!
I amuse myself too much. Ah yes! I presented my PRP on Monday and got an 87. I guess that's not too bad. Apparently the judges didn't appreciate my amusing myself as I proceeded to giggle...but Dr. Watkins thought I was cute :3 That must count for something. Go go Anime! You asked me about my comic but again, I was being a stupid womanly woman instead of the manly man man that I am. I'll show it to you one day when you're not surgically attached to your computer. Oh deary me...(shot) There we go.
Also, Gulliver's Travels.
That is all. Happy Times.
Love,
Monchan
Friday, April 9, 2010
Cancerous!
Dear Pita,
Oh. My. God. I can't believe it...tomorrow I am going to be seeing the one person I've been wanting to see for the past three months...
Kris. I know maybe I'm just being silly or overreacting, but I am so excited! I mean, not at the moment because I'm focused on writing this journal entry, which you may never read. It is oddly ironic how you are always at your computer and yet you avoid reading this blog. Ah, well, maybe it's my own fault for not telling you. Rather, maybe you are reading it, but you just don't write back. Who really knows...
Ah, yes, but he will be joining me at the Relay 4 Life at my school. It's mainly to raise money for the American Cancer Association (is that right?). I hope he and his friends can meet my friends. It will be wonderful and friendly. I CAN'T WAIT! I keep listening to random mellow songs. Maybe that's just my mood or I'm subconsciously trying to calm down.
Anyways, I'm sorry this one is also short, but that's about all I have to say for right now. Oh yes, and Senior Projects... T_T
Love,
Monchan
Oh. My. God. I can't believe it...tomorrow I am going to be seeing the one person I've been wanting to see for the past three months...
Kris. I know maybe I'm just being silly or overreacting, but I am so excited! I mean, not at the moment because I'm focused on writing this journal entry, which you may never read. It is oddly ironic how you are always at your computer and yet you avoid reading this blog. Ah, well, maybe it's my own fault for not telling you. Rather, maybe you are reading it, but you just don't write back. Who really knows...
Ah, yes, but he will be joining me at the Relay 4 Life at my school. It's mainly to raise money for the American Cancer Association (is that right?). I hope he and his friends can meet my friends. It will be wonderful and friendly. I CAN'T WAIT! I keep listening to random mellow songs. Maybe that's just my mood or I'm subconsciously trying to calm down.
Anyways, I'm sorry this one is also short, but that's about all I have to say for right now. Oh yes, and Senior Projects... T_T
Love,
Monchan
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Hey, Soul Sister!
Dear Pita,
Not only has it been a whole two weeks since I last poster (I apologize), but I singlehandedly wrote more blogs in a month than we did all last year. And it wasn't even a whole year! I dare say I have accomplished something...finally.
I'm trying to win a contest on DeviantArt at the moment, one involving certain Alice In Wonderland items. I am a HUGE fan, as you know, of Mr. Dodgson himself and Tim Burton. I really hope I win, but if I don't then I just have to remember that I'll always have Mr. Fluffernuffer and all of my wonderful Nendoroids coming in next month. I can't wait!!! Mwahahahaa my army shall officially start tomorrow.
I have a recent liking for Kaito, out of all the Vocaloids, and now I'm glad I have a Nendoroid of him. At first I really wanted Miku, but now he's my favorite. Why's that you ask? Oho, well, let me just show you.
Myes, indeed. He just made one of my favorite songs even more amazing. Kaito Forever!!
Oh my, I thought I heard the mail truck, but I suppose not. My heart really did skip a beat, it was funny. I'm really excited about Black Rock Shooter. I know this whole paragraph is about to get random. Why? Ah, well, it's because I'm about to tell you about a movie that I downloaded yesterday. The AMAZING Cencoroll! Btw, the girl who does the voice of Yuki will also be doing the voice for Black Rock Shooter (so it's not really as random, and she did the voice for Nakoru from Getsumen to Heiki Mina. Rather, the girl with the tomato bombs...)
Please don't forget to watch it! I guess you'll see it when you come home tomorrow. Weeeeeeeee! That is, if you do. Either way, I still have this amazing movie.
There's not much to this blog as of now, but maybe I'll have something to write later. Happy times.
Love,
Monchan
Not only has it been a whole two weeks since I last poster (I apologize), but I singlehandedly wrote more blogs in a month than we did all last year. And it wasn't even a whole year! I dare say I have accomplished something...finally.
I'm trying to win a contest on DeviantArt at the moment, one involving certain Alice In Wonderland items. I am a HUGE fan, as you know, of Mr. Dodgson himself and Tim Burton. I really hope I win, but if I don't then I just have to remember that I'll always have Mr. Fluffernuffer and all of my wonderful Nendoroids coming in next month. I can't wait!!! Mwahahahaa my army shall officially start tomorrow.
I have a recent liking for Kaito, out of all the Vocaloids, and now I'm glad I have a Nendoroid of him. At first I really wanted Miku, but now he's my favorite. Why's that you ask? Oho, well, let me just show you.
Myes, indeed. He just made one of my favorite songs even more amazing. Kaito Forever!!
Oh my, I thought I heard the mail truck, but I suppose not. My heart really did skip a beat, it was funny. I'm really excited about Black Rock Shooter. I know this whole paragraph is about to get random. Why? Ah, well, it's because I'm about to tell you about a movie that I downloaded yesterday. The AMAZING Cencoroll! Btw, the girl who does the voice of Yuki will also be doing the voice for Black Rock Shooter (so it's not really as random, and she did the voice for Nakoru from Getsumen to Heiki Mina. Rather, the girl with the tomato bombs...)
Please don't forget to watch it! I guess you'll see it when you come home tomorrow. Weeeeeeeee! That is, if you do. Either way, I still have this amazing movie.
There's not much to this blog as of now, but maybe I'll have something to write later. Happy times.
Love,
Monchan
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