Monday, July 12, 2010

Moderately Sociable Sometimes Maybe

Dear Pita,

I know you barely ever read this...But today was a pretty normal day. Well, maybe I should start from many days ago.

I went to a battle of the bands with Molly to watch her sister sing. Apparently she has a band, rather, she's in a band. Either way, it was freaking awesome. I wish I was talented enough to be in a band. Anyways, it ended around mosquito time. I should know because I was being eaten by mosquitoes (actually it was around 9 or so). So after our goodbyes, Molly took Rachel (a different one) back to her house whilst we sung at the top of our lungs to "I Believe In A Thing Called Love" by The Darkness. Its such a cute song...and it reminds me of someone that I shouldn't think about. But anyways, she took me home and we were kinda early, so we sat in the car and talked. I must say she is one of the few people I have ever just...talked to and not been awkward.

I like it a lot.

Next day I was going to the movies with Adam, his boyfriend Matt, and BUDDY!!! (who's real name is Ischelle, but I call her Buddy for reasons that Molly has never explained to me..) We went to see "Despicable Me" and it was quite, quite lovely. I almost cried three times, because I'm secretly not as manly as I say I am..waaah. And also we went to World Market and bought Japanese candeh! So now I can get fat and no one will marry me except two Kyles and a Randi (no offense to them, but I'm sure they would be happier with someone else..) We also went to the lakefront where I walked along this weird thing in the water out towards this lamp (and this weird ..walkway thing was quite slimy), but I only got halfway when Adam told me that I might get arrested..Haha, sorry. By then it was so dark out that we decided we should be heading home, plus Adam told his Dad he'd be home by 11.

We started driving back and then we came across this black man on a bike. For some reason I said something along the lines of, "We should follow him!" And so we did..Until he so cleverly got onto a bike trail where vehicles aren't allowed. Oh, we'll get you one day, Man On A Bike..Adam suddenly peeled out of the road and tried to drive around, but by the time we got to the other side he was gone. After a long and intelligent conversation, we decided that black Leprechauns (sp?) are scary. (I'm not sure why, and I hope this doesn't offend anyone.)

So yeah..and then the NEXT day Max came over to try on his Silent Hill nurse outfit I was making for him, because I wanted to be helpful, but then I realized my own costume needs today..and I'm cutting it kinda close. I will finish at least one nurse outfit, I know that much. Aria also came over and we had a sleepover!! Which I haven't had in forever, since the last time I saw Jamie, rather...And we just talked a lot about music, stories, and how much guys suck butt. I also caught on that she and Quinn wanted to be alone for a while, so I "went to bed", even though I didn't sleep for a good hour or so afterwords.

TODAY I went to Rachel's house!! (The one you know, who loves Silent Hill, of course) We made most of her Silent Hill nurse costume, and now I only have to make her hat and possibly the mask...though I think she was going to do that. Either way, I had a lot of fun..Oh yes! I also got my driver's license. I feel like I'm actually turning into an adult, which I don't want to, because it means that if I act like a kid then no one will respect me..and I don't want that to happen.

Yeah, that's been my week so far, pretty hectic, at least, very eventful..I'm not sure what's in store for tomorrow, but it better be costume makings, at the very least. I WILL finish Black Rock Shooter. I swears it. Or I will commit seppukku. Yes yes..

Well, maybe not literally, but I certainly will never cosplay again if I don't finish one decent one.

That is all. See you on Thursday!

Love,
Monchan

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Keep Your Head Up!

Dear Pita,

It's been a little while since I wrote in here, even though you never read this, and yet you can be on the computer for hours upon hours. I mean, I'm not complaining since some of the stuff I put on here is kinda weird...and personal...(cough cough)ANYWHO, as you know I got a new phone since my last one (which was my first phone evuh T_T ) got unfortunately dropped into the..erm, washing machine. I like doing laundry! So what?!

But, yeah..and you were kind enough to resend me possibly my favorite text message I've ever gotten (other than my first one) which happened to have a loverly picture of Liam Neeson. Of COURSE I had to set this as my background, so now every time I go to read a text message I see his eyes staring into my soul calmly, almost as if to say, "Yeah, that's right, I'm in your phone looking at you're things...and you love it." I do, I really do..Oh my, why do I always have a crush on significantly older men with facial hair? I'm such a perverted old gay man..No matter how you deny it. And yet I don't like yaoi. (shudders)

Yup yup, I'm weird. Haha, I know I should never listen to the interwebs, but I kept finding sites that said I shouldn't talk to someone I just broke up with in order to get over them, but I still talk to him, and we're cool...if that makes sense. I mean like, it's back to good ol' times. We just kinda chat about stuff that's been going on and how I'm totally gonna kick his butt at Pokemon. Ah, but I think I messed up...Everytime he gets off the phone he says, "Bye beautiful." and of course this makes me blush like heck because..well, yeah. And then I told him not to say it and he asked me why. I told him...I TOLD him I was gonna hang up if I said why, and he still wanted to know..so I told him it makes me blush, and I still love him..

Click.

Then after about 5 minutes he texted me just starting off a normal conversation again. He brought up my "answer", but I told him not to say anything over a text, because it's just not the same, you know? So he said, "Until the next time we talk.." so now of course I'm SUPAH NERVOUS to even talk to him at all. God, I put myself into awkward situations..I'm pretty sure I'm the personification of awkwardness, but then again that's what my friend Adam says he is, so maybe I should fight him for the title. But no matter what happens, I'll keep my head up!

Ah yes! And your birthday is coming up, missy!!! You'll be a grand ol' 19. Not sure if there's much special about being 19..other than that you're not 18 anymore and you're almost 20..but who cares! You're freaking 19!!!!!!!!!! (Too many exclamation points) Yeah, and we'll get to go see "Despicable Me" on July 9th with the wonderful Adam and his boyfriend Matt. How cute...I wish I was a gay man, then I could marry Mark..haha, then again, I'm sure he'd find me annoying..Ah well.

Sorry I'm so random. I hope you like the CD I'm making for you. Shhhh! It's a surprise. Happy sleepy times!

Love,
Monchan