Dear Pita,
It's been a little while since I wrote in here, even though you never read this, and yet you can be on the computer for hours upon hours. I mean, I'm not complaining since some of the stuff I put on here is kinda weird...and personal...(cough cough)ANYWHO, as you know I got a new phone since my last one (which was my first phone evuh T_T ) got unfortunately dropped into the..erm, washing machine. I like doing laundry! So what?!
But, yeah..and you were kind enough to resend me possibly my favorite text message I've ever gotten (other than my first one) which happened to have a loverly picture of Liam Neeson. Of COURSE I had to set this as my background, so now every time I go to read a text message I see his eyes staring into my soul calmly, almost as if to say, "Yeah, that's right, I'm in your phone looking at you're things...and you love it." I do, I really do..Oh my, why do I always have a crush on significantly older men with facial hair? I'm such a perverted old gay man..No matter how you deny it. And yet I don't like yaoi. (shudders)
Yup yup, I'm weird. Haha, I know I should never listen to the interwebs, but I kept finding sites that said I shouldn't talk to someone I just broke up with in order to get over them, but I still talk to him, and we're cool...if that makes sense. I mean like, it's back to good ol' times. We just kinda chat about stuff that's been going on and how I'm totally gonna kick his butt at Pokemon. Ah, but I think I messed up...Everytime he gets off the phone he says, "Bye beautiful." and of course this makes me blush like heck because..well, yeah. And then I told him not to say it and he asked me why. I told him...I TOLD him I was gonna hang up if I said why, and he still wanted to know..so I told him it makes me blush, and I still love him..
Click.
Then after about 5 minutes he texted me just starting off a normal conversation again. He brought up my "answer", but I told him not to say anything over a text, because it's just not the same, you know? So he said, "Until the next time we talk.." so now of course I'm SUPAH NERVOUS to even talk to him at all. God, I put myself into awkward situations..I'm pretty sure I'm the personification of awkwardness, but then again that's what my friend Adam says he is, so maybe I should fight him for the title. But no matter what happens, I'll keep my head up!
Ah yes! And your birthday is coming up, missy!!! You'll be a grand ol' 19. Not sure if there's much special about being 19..other than that you're not 18 anymore and you're almost 20..but who cares! You're freaking 19!!!!!!!!!! (Too many exclamation points) Yeah, and we'll get to go see "Despicable Me" on July 9th with the wonderful Adam and his boyfriend Matt. How cute...I wish I was a gay man, then I could marry Mark..haha, then again, I'm sure he'd find me annoying..Ah well.
Sorry I'm so random. I hope you like the CD I'm making for you. Shhhh! It's a surprise. Happy sleepy times!
Love,
Monchan
No comments:
Post a Comment