Dear Pita,
You have come home today. I have been home all day. Yes, I know it is a Friday, but alas, teachers have a grading day (or whatever it's called) and here I am. I've never been so bored in my entire life! And it's a three day weekend. I had a terrible sudden urge to just start walking, not even know where I'm going...Just walk until I reach some place far away and then I guess sit down for a while. I want to do that one day, it seems like fun.
Alas, during my day at home I did not recieve my phone back from dear Mommykins. The reason for this is unexplained to me and I am quite perplexed. I went to have lunch with Dad and I don't think I've ever felt so awkward. I was afraid he was going to talk to me about me grades, or about Kris, or about college...So I just didn't say anything at all, awaiting the moment when he would sigh deeply and then start off a downhill conversation. It never happened, and I had a nice, simple time eating Chinese food (which I haven't had in a LOOOOOOOOOONG time, which also just reminded me of Kris...We love Chinese food) and just talking about random stuff now and then, like small children being ridiculous.
Lol, the small children...ah well...
I've also been reading a lot of fairytales hoping to get a story idea, but the only one I can remember is the one about a prince who was turned into a sheep and helped a girl out of a forest and then something about she gets married and the sheep sacrifices himself to save her from something evil. It's quite sad...I must say, but it's like that kind of tragedy where you'd still read/watch it again because it's just so amazing (like Repo! The Genetic Opera...or Hamlet). Seriously, guys...Shakespeare FTW.
I wonder if anyone actually reads this? Other than you Pita...You don't count, sorry. But has there ever been anyone who wrote a blog and no one ever read it? I wonder how lonely that is. To put your thoughts and life events out into the open like that and no one cares...Except for you Pita. You must care, since I write to you about 3 times a week, haha.
I can smell pizza from downstairs, but my tummy is full of sushi...uuuuuugh I'ma be sick. I mean, I love pizza, but I can't take any more food today...I can't believe I'm going to graduate in about 4 weeks...did you know that? Well, it might be a little more than 4 weeks, maybe more like 5 or 6, but even so. And in 6 months I can make my own decisions (18! Yeah baby!). I know the first thing I'm going to do is go bowling...I mean, buy stuff...Nothing bad, goodness me, Pita, what kind of person do you think I am?! I don't want anything like THAT...Haha I'm kidding, I love you Pita.
I hope I get a car soon so that I may be able to drive places. I have a list of people that must ride in my car, and I know that Molly is at the very top of that list. she has given me a ride so many times that I want her to be the first person to ride in my car. Next is Adam, who has requested to ride in the trunk for some ungodly reason...I won't mind though. Just throw in some pillows. He'll be okay. I suppose the next would be Kris. Haha, I might just take Molly and Adam straight up to Kris's house and save all the gas. GAS! Oh noooooo! I need money for that, don't I? Dangit, I guess that's what jobs are for.
Maybe I'll just sell a kidney or something. I don't need it. Or I could sell my rods back to the hospital, I mean, they've been used, but it's stainless steel, so it's still good...
I kid! Silly Pita, I need my rods or I'd be dead, haha. That would kinda suck. I promise to stay alive, Pita...Don't you worry. I mean, who else is going to take advantage of your Debit card? (No no! I love you, don't take that seriously)
Happy Home!
Love,
Monchan
Friday, March 12, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
The Cake Is Not A Lie!
Dear Pita,
Tomorrow is the last day of the third nine weeks, at least, for me. I'm not sure how college times go. Anyways, I get Friday off so that teachers can put in their grades and stuff, which also means a potential day I could go see Kris, but alas, Mommykins has to go to school...
Which means yet another week has passed...and here I am. I miss him so much...
Ah, but I guess with all this lonely, free time I've been polishing my piano skills, especially with that sneaky Mr. Joplin and some Mozart of course. I've learned a bit more of the Maple Leaf Rag and I only know the first page of the Turkish March, but I'm getting there. I mean, I've only been in Piano class for about 8 months...so I can't be expected to be a super prodigy haha. Too bad Dr. Watkins won't let me play them for a grade though. GRAAAAAAGH! I wants to!
I keep drawing Magical Miracle Moe Chocolate Sparkle Shoujo Meow-chan who, by the way, is going to have her own comic by the end of this month hopefully. Ah! Well, I mean it won't be professional, it will be made and published by me, but other than that I will finally have made my own comic! A real one! You know you want to read it..Sad thing is that I have to complete it all by tonight, or hopefully most of it. I guess I should get started then, yes? Yes yes...I should. I'll let you read it when you come home on Friday. Rather, you can proofread it or something. I dunno. Be useful and productive.
Speaking of productive, I've turned in ALL MY HOMEWORK this week! I'm so proud. I sure hope Kris is doing his homework. I don't think he realizes how much I care about him, and how much I worry...I just really want him to do well so that he can live the life he wants, full of art and music and video games!! BWAHAHAHAHAAAA...sounds like the best kind of life. As long as you're happy. There are so many songs that remind me of him.
Like "Everlong" by The Foo Fighters. I have this nice acoustic version, and it's really mellow, kinda. Yay Playlist for having acoustic versions of songs (especially "Yellow" by Coldplay...You win) ! They're just so pretty, it really makes me want to play guitar. Haha, if I knew how to play guitar then I would randomly serenade people from their bedroom windows with some sort of romantic-sounding but complete gibberish love song in Spanish...or French. Secretly I'll be singing, "Bananas flower sweater vest green shopping please mother! I love thee!" At least I know how to say "I love you." Don't ask how I know...or why.
I swear I'ma a'splode from having to keep all of my emotions inside. I mean, I've recently started to randomly say curse words and I really really don't like it..I must stop! Please help me, Pita. I don't want to become that kind of person, who says things like that...and then of course I'm also frustrated with school and not being able to do anything because I'm slightly grounded (I dunno if I told you that). But I'll always have my baking...Myeeeeeeessss...
I should make that angel food cake..just saying.
Ah! Senior project is almost due too! I have to do that! Oh my...oh my oh my...I'll get it done, don't you worry, dear Pita. Everything will work out, because it was meant to.
I hope things are going well for you..Don't worry too much.
Love,
Monchan
Tomorrow is the last day of the third nine weeks, at least, for me. I'm not sure how college times go. Anyways, I get Friday off so that teachers can put in their grades and stuff, which also means a potential day I could go see Kris, but alas, Mommykins has to go to school...
Which means yet another week has passed...and here I am. I miss him so much...
Ah, but I guess with all this lonely, free time I've been polishing my piano skills, especially with that sneaky Mr. Joplin and some Mozart of course. I've learned a bit more of the Maple Leaf Rag and I only know the first page of the Turkish March, but I'm getting there. I mean, I've only been in Piano class for about 8 months...so I can't be expected to be a super prodigy haha. Too bad Dr. Watkins won't let me play them for a grade though. GRAAAAAAGH! I wants to!
I keep drawing Magical Miracle Moe Chocolate Sparkle Shoujo Meow-chan who, by the way, is going to have her own comic by the end of this month hopefully. Ah! Well, I mean it won't be professional, it will be made and published by me, but other than that I will finally have made my own comic! A real one! You know you want to read it..Sad thing is that I have to complete it all by tonight, or hopefully most of it. I guess I should get started then, yes? Yes yes...I should. I'll let you read it when you come home on Friday. Rather, you can proofread it or something. I dunno. Be useful and productive.
Speaking of productive, I've turned in ALL MY HOMEWORK this week! I'm so proud. I sure hope Kris is doing his homework. I don't think he realizes how much I care about him, and how much I worry...I just really want him to do well so that he can live the life he wants, full of art and music and video games!! BWAHAHAHAHAAAA...sounds like the best kind of life. As long as you're happy. There are so many songs that remind me of him.
Like "Everlong" by The Foo Fighters. I have this nice acoustic version, and it's really mellow, kinda. Yay Playlist for having acoustic versions of songs (especially "Yellow" by Coldplay...You win) ! They're just so pretty, it really makes me want to play guitar. Haha, if I knew how to play guitar then I would randomly serenade people from their bedroom windows with some sort of romantic-sounding but complete gibberish love song in Spanish...or French. Secretly I'll be singing, "Bananas flower sweater vest green shopping please mother! I love thee!" At least I know how to say "I love you." Don't ask how I know...or why.
I swear I'ma a'splode from having to keep all of my emotions inside. I mean, I've recently started to randomly say curse words and I really really don't like it..I must stop! Please help me, Pita. I don't want to become that kind of person, who says things like that...and then of course I'm also frustrated with school and not being able to do anything because I'm slightly grounded (I dunno if I told you that). But I'll always have my baking...Myeeeeeeessss...
I should make that angel food cake..just saying.
Ah! Senior project is almost due too! I have to do that! Oh my...oh my oh my...I'll get it done, don't you worry, dear Pita. Everything will work out, because it was meant to.
I hope things are going well for you..Don't worry too much.
Love,
Monchan
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy!
Dear Pita,
It's been a nice weekend. I got my phone back and I talked to Kris a lot more than usual. But the silly goose went to bed at 7 in the morning and woke up at 9! He's so silly and amazing. I love him.
Ah, but today i baked these AMAZING peanut butter and chocolate cookies, only like, two of them will fill you up and I ate 5 and now I feel sick as heck. Uuuuuuuuugh, and that was about 4 hours ago...How terrible. Though I did also end up accomplishing other things, like doing my Math and English homework. However, I've now found myself making awkward moments for myself on the phone with Kris and Nick Jonas (the cool Nick Jonas, not the Disney one).
Here I am, sitting here, typing to you, and also trying to listen to these two guys tell each other how invalid the others argument is. It's really funny, but then they try to pull me into the conversation and...I don't know what to say! My mind just goes blank so I'm this stuttering, blubbering mess and then Nick Jonas is just like, "Ummm...okay." And so awkwardness ensues, but I don't mind so much. As long as Kris is happy.
Oh, but hey! I should be started on some cosplays soon, at least Mu-Yeon from Pig Bride. I bought some Sculpey to make her mask (Lol! You were there) and I suppose I could go fabric shopping in a couple of weeks...Maybe I should order that hanbok pattern, though I could improvise. I'm pretty bad at that though. I also need to order wigs and stuff...and buy fur. My goodness I have such a long shopping list.
I also need to make a FABULOUS angel food cake with vanilla/whipped cream filling and strawberries. Huzzah for grandma food! I love Grandmother, she inspires me to bake so very much. She is one of my heroes. I have a lot...maybe too many. She's at near the top of the list though, by Molly (you know her) and Freddy Mercury.
I'm a good old-fashioned lover boy <3 (Er...girl).
Yeah, also I never thought I would like rap. I mean, I still don't but this...this SONG...OH. MY. GOD. Tik Tok by Kesha (I am going to call her Kesha, not Ke$ha because that would be said as Ke-Money Sign-ha, and that's just too complicated) is soooooo very catchy. But I don't like the message it sends out to people.
Kids! Don't brush your teeth with alcohol!! It's bad for you.
Seriously, and who wakes in the morning feeling like a gangsta rapper man with a lot of money who sings for a living? Oh, well...I guess some people do...but I certainly don't. And sleeping in bath tubs is not good for your neck.
Oh, but there are a lot of "your argument is invalid" things that are fun to read. You should look them up, just go to Google Images.
I guess that's all for now. Happy College Times!
Love,
Monchan
It's been a nice weekend. I got my phone back and I talked to Kris a lot more than usual. But the silly goose went to bed at 7 in the morning and woke up at 9! He's so silly and amazing. I love him.
Ah, but today i baked these AMAZING peanut butter and chocolate cookies, only like, two of them will fill you up and I ate 5 and now I feel sick as heck. Uuuuuuuuugh, and that was about 4 hours ago...How terrible. Though I did also end up accomplishing other things, like doing my Math and English homework. However, I've now found myself making awkward moments for myself on the phone with Kris and Nick Jonas (the cool Nick Jonas, not the Disney one).
Here I am, sitting here, typing to you, and also trying to listen to these two guys tell each other how invalid the others argument is. It's really funny, but then they try to pull me into the conversation and...I don't know what to say! My mind just goes blank so I'm this stuttering, blubbering mess and then Nick Jonas is just like, "Ummm...okay." And so awkwardness ensues, but I don't mind so much. As long as Kris is happy.
Oh, but hey! I should be started on some cosplays soon, at least Mu-Yeon from Pig Bride. I bought some Sculpey to make her mask (Lol! You were there) and I suppose I could go fabric shopping in a couple of weeks...Maybe I should order that hanbok pattern, though I could improvise. I'm pretty bad at that though. I also need to order wigs and stuff...and buy fur. My goodness I have such a long shopping list.
I also need to make a FABULOUS angel food cake with vanilla/whipped cream filling and strawberries. Huzzah for grandma food! I love Grandmother, she inspires me to bake so very much. She is one of my heroes. I have a lot...maybe too many. She's at near the top of the list though, by Molly (you know her) and Freddy Mercury.
I'm a good old-fashioned lover boy <3 (Er...girl).
Yeah, also I never thought I would like rap. I mean, I still don't but this...this SONG...OH. MY. GOD. Tik Tok by Kesha (I am going to call her Kesha, not Ke$ha because that would be said as Ke-Money Sign-ha, and that's just too complicated) is soooooo very catchy. But I don't like the message it sends out to people.
Kids! Don't brush your teeth with alcohol!! It's bad for you.
Seriously, and who wakes in the morning feeling like a gangsta rapper man with a lot of money who sings for a living? Oh, well...I guess some people do...but I certainly don't. And sleeping in bath tubs is not good for your neck.
Oh, but there are a lot of "your argument is invalid" things that are fun to read. You should look them up, just go to Google Images.
I guess that's all for now. Happy College Times!
Love,
Monchan
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Dancin' Baby!
Dear Pita,
And so another week has passed and I've only accomplished one thing...
I bought more Nendoroids for my Nendoroid army.
Rather, they won't be released until June or so, but I have a preorder, and they can't take that away from me!!! But it is quite alright...I can try and wait patiently. I've had to wait this long for lots of things, like Alice In Wonderland for example, which CAME OUT TODAY!! ($#&@#@&$*&)%^#$*@%@!@&*!@(!!! HOLY SH-MOOSEs WITH MOUSTACHES AND TOP HATS! Yeah, I like it a lot.
I dressed up to school as the Cheshire Cat, then again, you would know since you saw me later and told me that I looked like a cute young boy...
Success.
Anyways, lots of people at school were mainly just confused as to why I dressed up at all, and I guess really it was just because...Like, really. Why NOT dress up? Though Gary did make a comment or two about how I'm a freak...Of course he's the one with the obsession with Mickey Mouse. I still like him though. I wish I could have seen the movie today, but alas, I am at home, with my awesome bedhead...and you are asleep, dear sister, well, at the time I wrote this. You're so adorable, I hope you know that.
My my, but Kris got to see it, so that's good. I really want a warm pig belly now, I don't know why. Ah! Not because of Kris...I don't think he would have a warm pig belly...and if he did I probably shouldn't put my feet on him. Hehe, feet...I have yet to tickle him, that mastermind of being not ticklish..
Ah, it is morning now, so i guess this would really be something like:
PART 2!!!
Wow! A blog in parts...How interesting. Yeah, I fell asleep before I could finish it. Talk about fail blogging. But now I've been going a little crazy with Para Para dances. I found two more I want to learn, both by the amazing Hinoi Team, of course.
One is Now and Forever, which is not really difficult, but if I were to dance with more people then it would get crazy. The other is Dancin' & Dreamin' (or called Dancin' Baby) which is just cute in general. I like it a whole lot. But these two songs made me want to remix even MORE songs on Sony Acid, which I have yet to get from Mr. Lynch. Here's a nice list so far for my plans:
1) Super Driver/Nenige De Reset
2) The Book I Write/Second To None
3) Disco Prince/Digital Love
4) Now And Forever/Love & Joy
Hmmm, I had written down another one, but I can't remember. Ah well...maybe you can think of more. Hopefully we start on music programs before too long, though, maybe that's more of multimedia kind of stuff...Darn you, Mr. Lynch!! I want my independent study!
Ah well, I still have a lot of art things to do before I get all into the musical part of my goals. Hopefully I can become a piano god by the time I'm 30 (Yes, I mean piano god...and yes, by 30. It's not impossible.) I also have a lot of baking and sewing to do (Lawdy me!!) which I should probably start on soon. I'm totally a housewife, Pita...And yet so manly, haha.
Peanut butter and chocolate cookies...HERE I COME! (Men like peanut butter, right? YES! Because it's like MAN JUICE! Get it? Nuts...ha...okay I'm going now.)
I should go before this gets to long, and I hope that you write back soon. Laters!
Until next time,
Mon-"The Manliest Man Evuh"-chan
And so another week has passed and I've only accomplished one thing...
I bought more Nendoroids for my Nendoroid army.
Rather, they won't be released until June or so, but I have a preorder, and they can't take that away from me!!! But it is quite alright...I can try and wait patiently. I've had to wait this long for lots of things, like Alice In Wonderland for example, which CAME OUT TODAY!! ($#&@#@&$*&)%^#$*@%@!@&*!@(!!! HOLY SH-MOOSEs WITH MOUSTACHES AND TOP HATS! Yeah, I like it a lot.
I dressed up to school as the Cheshire Cat, then again, you would know since you saw me later and told me that I looked like a cute young boy...
Success.
Anyways, lots of people at school were mainly just confused as to why I dressed up at all, and I guess really it was just because...Like, really. Why NOT dress up? Though Gary did make a comment or two about how I'm a freak...Of course he's the one with the obsession with Mickey Mouse. I still like him though. I wish I could have seen the movie today, but alas, I am at home, with my awesome bedhead...and you are asleep, dear sister, well, at the time I wrote this. You're so adorable, I hope you know that.
My my, but Kris got to see it, so that's good. I really want a warm pig belly now, I don't know why. Ah! Not because of Kris...I don't think he would have a warm pig belly...and if he did I probably shouldn't put my feet on him. Hehe, feet...I have yet to tickle him, that mastermind of being not ticklish..
Ah, it is morning now, so i guess this would really be something like:
PART 2!!!
Wow! A blog in parts...How interesting. Yeah, I fell asleep before I could finish it. Talk about fail blogging. But now I've been going a little crazy with Para Para dances. I found two more I want to learn, both by the amazing Hinoi Team, of course.
One is Now and Forever, which is not really difficult, but if I were to dance with more people then it would get crazy. The other is Dancin' & Dreamin' (or called Dancin' Baby) which is just cute in general. I like it a whole lot. But these two songs made me want to remix even MORE songs on Sony Acid, which I have yet to get from Mr. Lynch. Here's a nice list so far for my plans:
1) Super Driver/Nenige De Reset
2) The Book I Write/Second To None
3) Disco Prince/Digital Love
4) Now And Forever/Love & Joy
Hmmm, I had written down another one, but I can't remember. Ah well...maybe you can think of more. Hopefully we start on music programs before too long, though, maybe that's more of multimedia kind of stuff...Darn you, Mr. Lynch!! I want my independent study!
Ah well, I still have a lot of art things to do before I get all into the musical part of my goals. Hopefully I can become a piano god by the time I'm 30 (Yes, I mean piano god...and yes, by 30. It's not impossible.) I also have a lot of baking and sewing to do (Lawdy me!!) which I should probably start on soon. I'm totally a housewife, Pita...And yet so manly, haha.
Peanut butter and chocolate cookies...HERE I COME! (Men like peanut butter, right? YES! Because it's like MAN JUICE! Get it? Nuts...ha...okay I'm going now.)
I should go before this gets to long, and I hope that you write back soon. Laters!
Until next time,
Mon-"The Manliest Man Evuh"-chan
Monday, March 1, 2010
Boston!
Dear Pita,
Today was alright.
That is all I can say to sum it up. No details shall be spilled due to the fact that it's a long story, and I really mean it.
Once again my phone had been taken away, so I spend my free time now just writing letters to him on my beloved Notepad (Notepad FTW!). I've also written a special something to read to him, and you, one day, but I won't be posting it on here...and it won't be any time soon (wink).
Haha, ah, but yes, I will be setting up a list for my Jane Austen Book Log (Blog!! Get it?! Ooooh what a knee-slapper...) and maybe eventually sometime I will do that. I guess I'll start at the beginning of the 4th Nine Weeks when I really won't have much to be doing...And I'll post every other day just in case I have to go somewhere, or if something comes up...I want to stay consistent so as not to bore you with waiting for logs.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH GOD I just sneezed...Ho mama...That hurts. This time my back exploded. I guess my hip is all popped out for now.
Ah yes, I must recommend Boston by Augustana, that is, if you haven't heard it already. It is also a mellow song, much like Vienna, and I feel better when I listen to it. One of two things that make me feel better when I listen to them: Music and Kris. I guess it's not the meaning of the song itself, at least, not all of it:
"I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start over
where no one knows my name..."
I would like to start over somewhere...I mean, not necessarily start over, but go somewhere else. It feels like I could really be myself if I wasn't here, in this place, you know? Maybe I've just got those college jitters and I can't wait to go off and be on my own, but honestly I don't want to be in this state. It's not the people or anything, I promise! I love the people here, so funny and friendly...
I just want to be on my own to find my element.
You know very well that I'm not really a sociable person and I'm kind of a third wheel all the time, and really awkward and nerdy...But there are a few people that I feel that I actually fit in with. I promise I'll keep in touch, wherever I may go. Maybe I do have A.D.D., but whatever the heck is wrong with me, I have a creative spirit...
Hahahahahahaaaa! Wow, this sounds like a really lame and cliche break-up note. My goodness, Pita, I promise I'm not breaking up with you, because 1) We're not dating and 2) You're my SISTER for Pete's sake (Whoever Pete is, he is awfully responsible for everyone...Maybe Pete is God?!?!)
Woooo well, let's move on to more positive things. Carmyn (You know Carmyn, don't lie to me) is teaching my how to crochet with all of this crochet and knitting stuff that I have that I never use. How sad...Ah! No no no positivity! Hey look at that sexy moose! (Oh dear, too much, tone it down a bit)
I keep designing Victorian/Steampunk outfits and I really wish I had a pattern or a dress form so I could actually make them. They're so pretty, you would like the gentleman's riding outfit. It's pretty spiffy...and pinstripey of course. You'd be so cute!! Be Steampunk with me at Mechacon!!! Pleeeeeeeeeeeease!!!!
Oh dear! It's past 9 and I have to write my essays for The Willie. Oh, and she told me to tell you this: If you're having a "slump" you should find an older person/adult who can help you, like the counselor or something...No! You cannot use Michael. He doesn't count. I hope you're slump fades away quickly...
Happy College times!!
Until later,
Monchan
Today was alright.
That is all I can say to sum it up. No details shall be spilled due to the fact that it's a long story, and I really mean it.
Once again my phone had been taken away, so I spend my free time now just writing letters to him on my beloved Notepad (Notepad FTW!). I've also written a special something to read to him, and you, one day, but I won't be posting it on here...and it won't be any time soon (wink).
Haha, ah, but yes, I will be setting up a list for my Jane Austen Book Log (Blog!! Get it?! Ooooh what a knee-slapper...) and maybe eventually sometime I will do that. I guess I'll start at the beginning of the 4th Nine Weeks when I really won't have much to be doing...And I'll post every other day just in case I have to go somewhere, or if something comes up...I want to stay consistent so as not to bore you with waiting for logs.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH GOD I just sneezed...Ho mama...That hurts. This time my back exploded. I guess my hip is all popped out for now.
Ah yes, I must recommend Boston by Augustana, that is, if you haven't heard it already. It is also a mellow song, much like Vienna, and I feel better when I listen to it. One of two things that make me feel better when I listen to them: Music and Kris. I guess it's not the meaning of the song itself, at least, not all of it:
"I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start over
where no one knows my name..."
I would like to start over somewhere...I mean, not necessarily start over, but go somewhere else. It feels like I could really be myself if I wasn't here, in this place, you know? Maybe I've just got those college jitters and I can't wait to go off and be on my own, but honestly I don't want to be in this state. It's not the people or anything, I promise! I love the people here, so funny and friendly...
I just want to be on my own to find my element.
You know very well that I'm not really a sociable person and I'm kind of a third wheel all the time, and really awkward and nerdy...But there are a few people that I feel that I actually fit in with. I promise I'll keep in touch, wherever I may go. Maybe I do have A.D.D., but whatever the heck is wrong with me, I have a creative spirit...
Hahahahahahaaaa! Wow, this sounds like a really lame and cliche break-up note. My goodness, Pita, I promise I'm not breaking up with you, because 1) We're not dating and 2) You're my SISTER for Pete's sake (Whoever Pete is, he is awfully responsible for everyone...Maybe Pete is God?!?!)
Woooo well, let's move on to more positive things. Carmyn (You know Carmyn, don't lie to me) is teaching my how to crochet with all of this crochet and knitting stuff that I have that I never use. How sad...Ah! No no no positivity! Hey look at that sexy moose! (Oh dear, too much, tone it down a bit)
I keep designing Victorian/Steampunk outfits and I really wish I had a pattern or a dress form so I could actually make them. They're so pretty, you would like the gentleman's riding outfit. It's pretty spiffy...and pinstripey of course. You'd be so cute!! Be Steampunk with me at Mechacon!!! Pleeeeeeeeeeeease!!!!
Oh dear! It's past 9 and I have to write my essays for The Willie. Oh, and she told me to tell you this: If you're having a "slump" you should find an older person/adult who can help you, like the counselor or something...No! You cannot use Michael. He doesn't count. I hope you're slump fades away quickly...
Happy College times!!
Until later,
Monchan
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Jane Austen!
Dear Pita,
Quick! Cover your eyes!!! Not really...
It has been brought to my attention that the reason I may be doing badly in school in because I have A.D.D.
Wait...What?
Hold on now, you know how there are those hypochondriacs who when they have a small rash on their arm they automatically think it's something terrible like measles or shingles and then you find out that it's just a rug burn from when they tripped over their own feet because they thought they were pigeon-toed and tried to walk with their feet pointed outward...So now they must have an aneurysm because they can't think straight.
It's like that. I mean, sure, I do get distracted easily, but that doesn't mean...Hey! What's that?! Haha, I'm just kidding...But seriously, what is that?
Back to the point, it doesn't mean that I do in fact have A.D.D. And if I did, it also doesn't mean that it would offend me if someone referred to it as a problem or a disability, because it IS. I'm not saying that people who have it are disabled or problems, I'm just saying that in my case it would be true.
I hope I haven't violated what I gave up for Lent, have I? (Not criticizing myself so harshly, for those who don't know.)
But, Pita...Dear dear Pita, I find myself wondering what it is that people really think about me. Are they just being nice to me because I'm so shy? They don't want to hurt my feelings? Do people secretly look down on me because I'm not as smart or talented as them? Am I really just a third-wheel?...
I still love all my friends very much, even if all this is true. They are still my friends, and I cherish them deeply.
Ah, but for some reason talking to my pumpkin cheesecake ice cream (I mean...Kris...) and Facebooking makes me feel better about lots of things.
I've also decided to maybe start a blog about reading Jane Austen novels (GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASP!!! How dost thou?) And it will either be really fun or SUPER BORING, but I promise you that I will update it everyday with what I read...The only problem now is what book to start with...Any suggestions?
Yes yes, but anyways, I guess life is alright for now, just a lot of waiting...But I can wait, patience is a virtue after all. Now I want to go eat some cereal...With raisins.
My God, I do have A.D.D.
Until later...Happy College,
Monchan
Quick! Cover your eyes!!! Not really...
It has been brought to my attention that the reason I may be doing badly in school in because I have A.D.D.
Wait...What?
Hold on now, you know how there are those hypochondriacs who when they have a small rash on their arm they automatically think it's something terrible like measles or shingles and then you find out that it's just a rug burn from when they tripped over their own feet because they thought they were pigeon-toed and tried to walk with their feet pointed outward...So now they must have an aneurysm because they can't think straight.
It's like that. I mean, sure, I do get distracted easily, but that doesn't mean...Hey! What's that?! Haha, I'm just kidding...But seriously, what is that?
Back to the point, it doesn't mean that I do in fact have A.D.D. And if I did, it also doesn't mean that it would offend me if someone referred to it as a problem or a disability, because it IS. I'm not saying that people who have it are disabled or problems, I'm just saying that in my case it would be true.
I hope I haven't violated what I gave up for Lent, have I? (Not criticizing myself so harshly, for those who don't know.)
But, Pita...Dear dear Pita, I find myself wondering what it is that people really think about me. Are they just being nice to me because I'm so shy? They don't want to hurt my feelings? Do people secretly look down on me because I'm not as smart or talented as them? Am I really just a third-wheel?...
I still love all my friends very much, even if all this is true. They are still my friends, and I cherish them deeply.
Ah, but for some reason talking to my pumpkin cheesecake ice cream (I mean...Kris...) and Facebooking makes me feel better about lots of things.
I've also decided to maybe start a blog about reading Jane Austen novels (GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASP!!! How dost thou?) And it will either be really fun or SUPER BORING, but I promise you that I will update it everyday with what I read...The only problem now is what book to start with...Any suggestions?
Yes yes, but anyways, I guess life is alright for now, just a lot of waiting...But I can wait, patience is a virtue after all. Now I want to go eat some cereal...With raisins.
My God, I do have A.D.D.
Until later...Happy College,
Monchan
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Plethora!
Dear Pita,
Such a fun word!
Don't you love playlists? Rather, songs that explain exactly the way you feel, whether it's at a moment in time, or a certain way of how you look at life, or maybe even just how you look at a person...I realized today that I could easily make a playlist of my life, either with the mood of songs, or the lyrics themselves. It is quite an adventure, I must say. Though I shall leave the songs to be unnamed, all I can say is that it consists of a plethora of many genres of music, everything from classical to rock and back, but no country here folks.
I have also realized an uninteresting fact today. If you close out of Microsoft Word, it asks if you want to save a document. However, Notepad decides not to be as courteous. It's just like, "(slap) Yeah, b1tch, you closed out of the program. It's your own fault." My my Notepad, such a dirty mouth...and it leet speak, no less. Try being like your brother, even though you are easier to use for HTML coding.
I lied, Notepad only doesn't care if you cut what your typed out of the document instead of copy pasta. Yay for fun facts!
Anyways, I went a whole day without my phone (I KNOW!! RIGHT?!?!?!) and it was terrible as heck! Not only was it a Monday, (yes the kind of Monday in which people know that their week is going to be crappy for 7 hours a day and even then it won't get better until the next holiday) but I had a lot of homework due that, frankly, I did finish most of it, but really, I just didn't want to do anything that day, and the turning in of homework proceeds to tell the teacher that you have done work and now want to move on to the next lesson (I could write a run-on sentence? Yes, yes I did). In my case, this is entirely untrue for every and all assignments that I turn in ever since I was in 7th grade. Homework to me is useless, I learn a lot more in a classroom setting when someone is shoving information into my brain, with one finger plugged into my ear so that it doesn't seep out of my head while I'm daydreaming...I do miss Kris terribly...
But teachers try their best, and you can't blame them for that...and they do it for terrible pay..Somebody loves yooooou! Gahyuur!! Ah, excuse me..
Oh yes! We are having a play this week called "Dancing at Lughnasa" (That's Loo-nay-sah, and everyone is Irish! Except for Mr. Alex Lemonier) and it is quite funny/sad/musical/silly/wonderful and you must experience it, Pita. Please come see it Saturday if you can. I think it's like, 5 dollars of course, or is it 8? Who knows, but it is worth it. you will love it, I'm sure.
Ah! I bet you're wondering what I'm doing up so late at night again, eh? Oh? You weren't...yeah, I'm not surprised either. Anyways, I realize, for one thing, that I realize a lot of things that are either really pointless or things that I'm just slow to pick up on. Moving on, I realized that I not only do a lot of thinking at night, but this thinking could go on for an hour or two, and this blog actually helps me keep my thoughts organized and written down so that I don't have to think about it very much. It is quite wonderful! Ah, though I did wake up quite late this morning, but I can assure you I will break this terrible sleeping habit of mine (Sleeping until the last possible second when I have to get up, and then I'm late..) I trust you sleep fine at college, myes? I should hope so. After all, you have a lot less worries and drama than I do, you lucky dog you. I can't wait for the day when my life is virtually care-free, and of course by that I mean it's not like I can't ever care about anything, just no stress...Not even eustress (B@st@rd, trying to make me thinks it's a good thing, but it's still stress! Graaaaagh!) Piano also helps me not think too much about stuff, because I can always play a song that fits my mood instead of thinking about it.
Oho! A breakthrough! I have just tied up all my thoughts with music! How organized and intelligent I feel. Huzzah! I feel like I should have a party or something, though Dad used all of the heavy whipping cream, so I can't make cream puffs..Grrr...Maybe another time, dear sister. Happy College!
Until next time (hopefully not as late),
Monchan
Such a fun word!
Don't you love playlists? Rather, songs that explain exactly the way you feel, whether it's at a moment in time, or a certain way of how you look at life, or maybe even just how you look at a person...I realized today that I could easily make a playlist of my life, either with the mood of songs, or the lyrics themselves. It is quite an adventure, I must say. Though I shall leave the songs to be unnamed, all I can say is that it consists of a plethora of many genres of music, everything from classical to rock and back, but no country here folks.
I have also realized an uninteresting fact today. If you close out of Microsoft Word, it asks if you want to save a document. However, Notepad decides not to be as courteous. It's just like, "(slap) Yeah, b1tch, you closed out of the program. It's your own fault." My my Notepad, such a dirty mouth...and it leet speak, no less. Try being like your brother, even though you are easier to use for HTML coding.
I lied, Notepad only doesn't care if you cut what your typed out of the document instead of copy pasta. Yay for fun facts!
Anyways, I went a whole day without my phone (I KNOW!! RIGHT?!?!?!) and it was terrible as heck! Not only was it a Monday, (yes the kind of Monday in which people know that their week is going to be crappy for 7 hours a day and even then it won't get better until the next holiday) but I had a lot of homework due that, frankly, I did finish most of it, but really, I just didn't want to do anything that day, and the turning in of homework proceeds to tell the teacher that you have done work and now want to move on to the next lesson (I could write a run-on sentence? Yes, yes I did). In my case, this is entirely untrue for every and all assignments that I turn in ever since I was in 7th grade. Homework to me is useless, I learn a lot more in a classroom setting when someone is shoving information into my brain, with one finger plugged into my ear so that it doesn't seep out of my head while I'm daydreaming...I do miss Kris terribly...
But teachers try their best, and you can't blame them for that...and they do it for terrible pay..Somebody loves yooooou! Gahyuur!! Ah, excuse me..
Oh yes! We are having a play this week called "Dancing at Lughnasa" (That's Loo-nay-sah, and everyone is Irish! Except for Mr. Alex Lemonier) and it is quite funny/sad/musical/silly/wonderful and you must experience it, Pita. Please come see it Saturday if you can. I think it's like, 5 dollars of course, or is it 8? Who knows, but it is worth it. you will love it, I'm sure.
Ah! I bet you're wondering what I'm doing up so late at night again, eh? Oh? You weren't...yeah, I'm not surprised either. Anyways, I realize, for one thing, that I realize a lot of things that are either really pointless or things that I'm just slow to pick up on. Moving on, I realized that I not only do a lot of thinking at night, but this thinking could go on for an hour or two, and this blog actually helps me keep my thoughts organized and written down so that I don't have to think about it very much. It is quite wonderful! Ah, though I did wake up quite late this morning, but I can assure you I will break this terrible sleeping habit of mine (Sleeping until the last possible second when I have to get up, and then I'm late..) I trust you sleep fine at college, myes? I should hope so. After all, you have a lot less worries and drama than I do, you lucky dog you. I can't wait for the day when my life is virtually care-free, and of course by that I mean it's not like I can't ever care about anything, just no stress...Not even eustress (B@st@rd, trying to make me thinks it's a good thing, but it's still stress! Graaaaagh!) Piano also helps me not think too much about stuff, because I can always play a song that fits my mood instead of thinking about it.
Oho! A breakthrough! I have just tied up all my thoughts with music! How organized and intelligent I feel. Huzzah! I feel like I should have a party or something, though Dad used all of the heavy whipping cream, so I can't make cream puffs..Grrr...Maybe another time, dear sister. Happy College!
Until next time (hopefully not as late),
Monchan
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