Boston!

Dear Pita,

Today was alright.

That is all I can say to sum it up. No details shall be spilled due to the fact that it's a long story, and I really mean it.

Once again my phone had been taken away, so I spend my free time now just writing letters to him on my beloved Notepad (Notepad FTW!). I've also written a special something to read to him, and you, one day, but I won't be posting it on here...and it won't be any time soon (wink).

Haha, ah, but yes, I will be setting up a list for my Jane Austen Book Log (Blog!! Get it?! Ooooh what a knee-slapper...) and maybe eventually sometime I will do that. I guess I'll start at the beginning of the 4th Nine Weeks when I really won't have much to be doing...And I'll post every other day just in case I have to go somewhere, or if something comes up...I want to stay consistent so as not to bore you with waiting for logs.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH GOD I just sneezed...Ho mama...That hurts. This time my back exploded. I guess my hip is all popped out for now.

Ah yes, I must recommend Boston by Augustana, that is, if you haven't heard it already. It is also a mellow song, much like Vienna, and I feel better when I listen to it. One of two things that make me feel better when I listen to them: Music and Kris. I guess it's not the meaning of the song itself, at least, not all of it:

"I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start over
where no one knows my name..."

I would like to start over somewhere...I mean, not necessarily start over, but go somewhere else. It feels like I could really be myself if I wasn't here, in this place, you know? Maybe I've just got those college jitters and I can't wait to go off and be on my own, but honestly I don't want to be in this state. It's not the people or anything, I promise! I love the people here, so funny and friendly...

I just want to be on my own to find my element.


You know very well that I'm not really a sociable person and I'm kind of a third wheel all the time, and really awkward and nerdy...But there are a few people that I feel that I actually fit in with. I promise I'll keep in touch, wherever I may go. Maybe I do have A.D.D., but whatever the heck is wrong with me, I have a creative spirit...

Hahahahahahaaaa! Wow, this sounds like a really lame and cliche break-up note. My goodness, Pita, I promise I'm not breaking up with you, because 1) We're not dating and 2) You're my SISTER for Pete's sake (Whoever Pete is, he is awfully responsible for everyone...Maybe Pete is God?!?!)

Woooo well, let's move on to more positive things. Carmyn (You know Carmyn, don't lie to me) is teaching my how to crochet with all of this crochet and knitting stuff that I have that I never use. How sad...Ah! No no no positivity! Hey look at that sexy moose! (Oh dear, too much, tone it down a bit)

I keep designing Victorian/Steampunk outfits and I really wish I had a pattern or a dress form so I could actually make them. They're so pretty, you would like the gentleman's riding outfit. It's pretty spiffy...and pinstripey of course. You'd be so cute!! Be Steampunk with me at Mechacon!!! Pleeeeeeeeeeeease!!!!

Oh dear! It's past 9 and I have to write my essays for The Willie. Oh, and she told me to tell you this: If you're having a "slump" you should find an older person/adult who can help you, like the counselor or something...No! You cannot use Michael. He doesn't count. I hope you're slump fades away quickly...

Happy College times!!

Until later,
Monchan